Not really sure who'll read this, doesn't matter that much, just talking about somethings tends to help.
I don't know who of you that watch me are fans of cats, I love them myself. I just found out a few minutes ago that while I was at a friend's house my cat was attacked and killed by something in our own yard.
Pain is necessary to improving upon who we are, but sometimes it comes at times where it hits harder than you think it would. I really loved her and she was goofy enough to enjoy being around me so I would pet her. I'll miss her greatly, thank you for anyone who reads this.