If I just disappeared.
15 years ago
This isn't one of though "oh im emo, and ima kill myself" attention cries.
Having a life that most if not all my friends, are through the internet only.
What if I suddenly died, lost my internet for a long period of time, or whatever reason I'd lose contact with everyone.
That's my biggest fear.
I don't want to vanish without reason,
I don't want everyone I care about to just think I abandoned them.
I've been abandoned before.
It's not a happy feeling.
I love you guys.
Even if I'm an ass hole.
Having a life that most if not all my friends, are through the internet only.
What if I suddenly died, lost my internet for a long period of time, or whatever reason I'd lose contact with everyone.
That's my biggest fear.
I don't want to vanish without reason,
I don't want everyone I care about to just think I abandoned them.
I've been abandoned before.
It's not a happy feeling.
I love you guys.
Even if I'm an ass hole.
FA+

where its just gone
But I had some rp buddies on other boards that had no idea where I went. Only way I could tell them what happened was when I went to the library (and you're on a timer at the one here). >_>
But if there was absolutely NO way to connect to any of my online friends... I don't know what I'd do. Just keep going hoping they're thinking the best of me and not upset that I just disappeared and continue searching for a way to get in touch. :/
Now if you passed away... I guess one of your friends or relatives would have to let us know or we'd never know what happened. :(
i had to go to the library up till a year ago, and we had timers too.
Timers suck ass.