Time of Death 8:25-8:40
15 years ago
General
Hush love, here your gown, there's the bed, lanterns down, but I don't want to go to sleep, in all my dreams I drown He... he crashed around 6:00. We did all we could to try and bring him back but he was going and going fast.
He was failing and at 7:00 I made the decision to take him for eutheniasation. He was put down around 8:30, but he was already gone mentally and spiritually.
Good boy Jerboa, you fought long and hard, so long and hard. Im sorry I couldnt do more for you. Im sory I could save you. I'm so sorry I failed as a friend and mom... Im sorry Jerboa, I am so so sorry.
I love you boy. Rest eternally in Peace.
Jerboa Micheal Donegan
Born Wednesday January 13, 2010 12:57pm
Died Sunday June 20, 2010 approx. 8;30 pm
He was failing and at 7:00 I made the decision to take him for eutheniasation. He was put down around 8:30, but he was already gone mentally and spiritually.
Good boy Jerboa, you fought long and hard, so long and hard. Im sorry I couldnt do more for you. Im sory I could save you. I'm so sorry I failed as a friend and mom... Im sorry Jerboa, I am so so sorry.
I love you boy. Rest eternally in Peace.
Jerboa Micheal Donegan
Born Wednesday January 13, 2010 12:57pm
Died Sunday June 20, 2010 approx. 8;30 pm
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=etw3aSumBEU
and you didn't fail him, from what I read in the last journal, you loved him immensely and did everything you could and then some.
Please know that he probably couldn't bear to see you blame yourself like that, and that he knew you loved him with all of your heart.