there are times i wish thing would go better, there times i wish i knew what i was doing,but all i can do is remember the few times i smiled,,and the fewer times i had joy in my life,every one around me thinks i do so lil,,but when there eye's are never on me,its hard to proof any thing else,loneliness,sadness.. pain in anger and shallowness pain in other emotes .the world has beat me,,to a point that my blood in my vain are pain. well i have the anger i need?? ,,,if i do i well hate the world again..will i find the well to live on,what i was breed for i could not do,,,,because this would would not allow it,what i must do is hing on,,the words of other just become hateful noise to me,, even if there words to them hold only to help me,,,i been eating by my hate,,by my broken body,by my broken dream..by the sounds of loneliness and the breaths of sadness,, but in the end,,, i still have hope,,,if ever get my 3rd wind if i ever get my foot hold i need in this life,,, i well distort this world,, i well see it burn,, i well lead others like me to the one thing WE Want,,,,home....is all we want,,is,,home.


.i am the beast that this world made,, it well hit me with drugs and hit me with pain,,but once i take my 1st breath,, i well take your hero's i well take your happiness,,,and show you what you made,