Alright, i hate to say it, but i need to take a moment to be Emo.

Not the "oh god the world hates me im going to slit my wrists" bad kind of Emo in wich we all hate.

Its the "Im not feeling myself anymore" Kind of Emo...

For the past few weeks, i have been experiencing some major depression.

At first it wasnt all that bad, and i just tryed to shrug it off, but its gotten worse, much worse.

My whole life is changing around me, and its left me feeling so empty a poor mans wallet couldent compare.

Every damn day i wake up, looking at an empty bed where my brother used to sleep.

Every day i walk down into a cold empty house where my family used to be.

And every damn day i sit down and eat breakfast at an empty table where my family always gathered to talk...

I may not always see eye to eye with my family, but them gone, working, moved away, my friends never around...its left me feeling very very hallow inside...

Its gotten so bad i cry while i eat and sleep now...

I have tryed to hide this from my friends online for some time but i just cant anymore.

To all of those who i am doing commissions for, i need to put your works on temporary hold.

I cant draw like this, its impossible for me...

I will try do some doodles, maybe concept sketches when i can, and will inform you when i do get somthing done.

Thank you for understanding.

-Spike