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I've Come To A Decision.
15 years ago
I thought about it, and I'll continue the story and do the big edits (Similar to the big change you saw in ch 8) after finishing it. Can't wait to finish and fix all that greasy junk though.
On the contrary, I've already begun adding to the cover art Blaze has done for me, and it shouldn't take long to do, as I'd hate to wait another three months before venting a chapter again. I'm sure I'll be beginning it in 3 days, less if I finish the cover art earlier. In fact, I've made 3 days the deadline for me, otherwise I'll do both the chapter and the cover art.
By the way, I revised Ch. 8 again, along with posting it again, and made minor changes, fixing any grammatical errors I didn't notice earlier, and improving in wording in a few parts where I thought necessary. Probably not worth re-reading I guess.
...As a last. I've had a change in mind set...again, for like the uncountable time. I've almost come to the point where I'm literally separated from my family. I didn't even know my sister was getting married on the day she was until the day was over. I got my wish with having no relationship with my parents, it's almost entirely severed and it's like we're strangers to each other. Not that I hate them. I told them that I'm unwilling to let them know of my feelings and real personality, and so deceive them with my constantly false personality I always use around the family to throw everyone off guard with who I really am. I'd be embarrassed to show myself. I don't know how, but being such a stranger to my own family has somehow brought me to be moodless lately and lose any air I had in the head... The only thing I'm doing in my life now is pursuing my goals...nothing else. Feels sort of isolated I guess. I'm invisible.
On the contrary, I've already begun adding to the cover art Blaze has done for me, and it shouldn't take long to do, as I'd hate to wait another three months before venting a chapter again. I'm sure I'll be beginning it in 3 days, less if I finish the cover art earlier. In fact, I've made 3 days the deadline for me, otherwise I'll do both the chapter and the cover art.
By the way, I revised Ch. 8 again, along with posting it again, and made minor changes, fixing any grammatical errors I didn't notice earlier, and improving in wording in a few parts where I thought necessary. Probably not worth re-reading I guess.
...As a last. I've had a change in mind set...again, for like the uncountable time. I've almost come to the point where I'm literally separated from my family. I didn't even know my sister was getting married on the day she was until the day was over. I got my wish with having no relationship with my parents, it's almost entirely severed and it's like we're strangers to each other. Not that I hate them. I told them that I'm unwilling to let them know of my feelings and real personality, and so deceive them with my constantly false personality I always use around the family to throw everyone off guard with who I really am. I'd be embarrassed to show myself. I don't know how, but being such a stranger to my own family has somehow brought me to be moodless lately and lose any air I had in the head... The only thing I'm doing in my life now is pursuing my goals...nothing else. Feels sort of isolated I guess. I'm invisible.
Lastly though, it seems I've been like this for the past three summers, and some how, good comes out of it. When I see my friends again they say they're amazed with the new person I've become, saying I've matured in both personality, business, and mind since the last time seeing me. It's really weird, I wonder how drastically I'll have changed three months from now. Proof to this is that when I became a freshman in high school, I was an annoying little prick hardly anyone liked and blurted out my mind all the time. When I became a sophomore, I started making friends and actually mentioned how I was the previous year, yet I became slightly antisocial due to personality trauma. When I became a junior, I was outgoing, expressive, stood out, and made friends in a snap. I was even called the mascot of the graphic design class at the career center, which surprised me. Now I'm a Senior, yet schools coming. Last month though, I told myself that I'd finally give my friends the extra last 40% of who I really am am and develop an even better personality when I go into senior year; as in, I'm finally going to go for stronger relationships instead of having multiple friends of equality to me.
*Hugs*