i don't even know why i try anymore, im trying my fuggin hardest in art with you're praise and approval and im not getting anything back. Im not getting praise nor approval or even recognized, nothing. I have no idea why im being ignored as such but whatever i did i apologize, even though im pretty sure i didn't do anything or have anything to be sorry for. so this will be the last time im saying sorry. I'm done, im done with trying to please you, im finished, my art will be for me now, my inspiration from things around me and what i see. im going to change my style because im sick of it looking like someone elses.

no its not your fault.