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whats gone wrong?
15 years ago
my girlfriend msgd me tonight
"can I ask you something? How do you know you love me?"
freaked me out, but that was the beginning and it started with a distraught mood therefor. She told me that shes been getting annoyed at some of the things ive txtd her this last week. I said that i hoped that the difference in what I said was simply because of me being out of my element during vacation. She then said that i get too deep sometimes, that I overwhelm her.
my answer to her quesion: blah blah blah ...most importantly, I want you to be happy and to become what youre meant to be. And even if that doesnt involve me Im fine with that and I want it to happen, because that's what you deserve.
i just want er to be happy and I have no clue how she feels right now and neither does she. I feel ive let her down so much and idk how to get myself off this, her happiness is seriously all that my life has become about, and during this week I feel I'm failing. i feel so inequipped to keep he appy or comfort her otherwise, and idk at all. the what-if questions are flooding my head and I can't get them to go away. I can't get any faith in myself to stick because I havent seen her in two weeks. it feels like so long ago.
ive asked her out to the hibatchi place in town for our three month, her answer: idk. in other things, several times tonight, answer: idk. idk why shes being so indecisive and it worries me. I want to be with her so I can tell everything is ok. Im so afraid of this fallingapart, so afraid of overdoing or underdoing or her just simply falling out of love...
"can I ask you something? How do you know you love me?"
freaked me out, but that was the beginning and it started with a distraught mood therefor. She told me that shes been getting annoyed at some of the things ive txtd her this last week. I said that i hoped that the difference in what I said was simply because of me being out of my element during vacation. She then said that i get too deep sometimes, that I overwhelm her.
my answer to her quesion: blah blah blah ...most importantly, I want you to be happy and to become what youre meant to be. And even if that doesnt involve me Im fine with that and I want it to happen, because that's what you deserve.
i just want er to be happy and I have no clue how she feels right now and neither does she. I feel ive let her down so much and idk how to get myself off this, her happiness is seriously all that my life has become about, and during this week I feel I'm failing. i feel so inequipped to keep he appy or comfort her otherwise, and idk at all. the what-if questions are flooding my head and I can't get them to go away. I can't get any faith in myself to stick because I havent seen her in two weeks. it feels like so long ago.
ive asked her out to the hibatchi place in town for our three month, her answer: idk. in other things, several times tonight, answer: idk. idk why shes being so indecisive and it worries me. I want to be with her so I can tell everything is ok. Im so afraid of this fallingapart, so afraid of overdoing or underdoing or her just simply falling out of love...
