I've basically just felt really crappy lately.
I know nobody is going to read this, but.... meh. I just need to get it out.

My family. They hate me. I don't know why, they just do. It's not like I'm being abused or anything horrible like that, it's just.... knowing they can't stand me that really kills me.
I didn't do anything, at least nothing I know of.
I wish I could fix it.


Friends. I have.... one good rl friend left. She's the only one I can talk to, and.... she's going off to England for the rest of the summer. She's the one who has helped me through so much, I don't know how I'm going to deal with 2 months of no contact with her.....
Gahhhh.

As for internet friends..... I have none anymore. All of the people I talk to have their own best friends, or are too occupied to talk to me. I kind of wish I had an internet bff?
Ahaha, sounds kind of lame now that I say it, but.... it's what I want. :c

Sexuality stuff is something that I'm not going to mention here because it'll make this journal 237908243798 times longer, and nobody wants to hear it.

Fffff.