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Fucking dreams
15 years ago
The past few nights in a row, without fail, I've dreamt about getting in fights with my dad. Like, really bad, screaming fights.
In the first one, he wound up hitting me, and then my mom threw him out. In the second one, I started hitting him with a shovel. In the third one, he started insulting me, and my mom threw him out once again.
...I know I have a lot of unresolved anger toward him, but these dreams really don't help because I wake up still angry at him from what happened in the dream. I think I might be reliving old fights and then reacting in the dream the way I wish I had reacted back then, I dunno...
(*note: my dad never hit me, but he was verbally abusive)
Lately I do wish my mom would kick him out and just be done with him. He's a waste of space.
In the first one, he wound up hitting me, and then my mom threw him out. In the second one, I started hitting him with a shovel. In the third one, he started insulting me, and my mom threw him out once again.
...I know I have a lot of unresolved anger toward him, but these dreams really don't help because I wake up still angry at him from what happened in the dream. I think I might be reliving old fights and then reacting in the dream the way I wish I had reacted back then, I dunno...
(*note: my dad never hit me, but he was verbally abusive)
Lately I do wish my mom would kick him out and just be done with him. He's a waste of space.
my dad's an ass too
but my mom isn't with him anymore
and he's in the airforce
I think i've had dreams like those