I deleted all my old Journals for one simple reason, Good Christ I'm bitchy! I decided that I'm done playing this "Woe is me" card thinking that I matter. In the long run, I don't and I'm actually fine with that. Life's just been all kinds of suck for the last few years. Not going into details, so don't ask. Anyway, I figure I can at least make up for my past bitch-fests and do something relatively productive. First, I'm gonna start writing up story journals, I'll post the cast list at some point so you know who's who in them. Second, I'll try to post some real entries as well that aren't so fucking emo.

Following the latter I figure this works: I'm working on going to school, finally. Yeah, I've been out of High School for nearly ten years, and I'm just now working on going to college. Granted, back then, I had no real idea what I wanted to do, I really couldn't settle on one single Major, and I really don't like going into things not knowing what it is I want to do. Well, in the last year I found a Major that seems to fit what it is I've been wanting to do for a long time. That being to leave a worthwhile memory. Yeah, I said I wasn't gonna be emo but that's how I've felt for most of my life, that I would be happy fading from the memories of this world. Not any more, thankfully. I found a Major worth pursuing: Emergency Management. Yeah, I know, not a whole lot of money to be made there in all likelihood, but it's never been about the money for me. I just want to do something real, something that I can say that I was a part of. I don't like the idea of going into business or law because I don't agree with alot of the ways they handle things. That and I don't want to be stuck with a desk job for the rest of my life.

Anyway, in a nutshell, this is me starting fresh. Hope I don't regress too much.

-Shift