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15 years ago
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s most of you may know i have been very in and out with art lately, and trades have not been spared from this monster ive grown to call, loss of focus. alot of this happens because of a Bi-annual Relapse into depression that ive been battling since i took myself off medication for personal reasons. not that my mental health is any excuse, but i have noticed in the past that clients ceased to care and would rather the final outcome of my hard practiced talent on a piece of paper, then the better health of myself. with that said, if i owe you a trade still, i still know who you are so no need to jump out and say "ME ME ME" ill let you know as soon as its done.
Another fact most of you may know is that i had been gone in California for a while and recently moved back to tucson....well, theres an almost certain Possability that i will be returning to Oceanside CA. next month. some of you will call this good news, and some will find this very sad. I loved tucson. its been my home for 20 years, and in those years, ive faught so many battles. mentally, Socially, financially, and romantically. But this is where it starts again. but this time, things can for once become better. better atmosphere, Better financial possabilities, better motivation, better connections to friends and family. but most importantly, a better connection with someone very close to my heart. Not a day goes by that im not missing Her. ill find myself waking up at odd hours and i could swear i was still in San Diego and become thrilled with short lived excitement. so yes, California is where im headed again. but this time, Tucson will be just a place to visit.
The problem is....
The problem is at this point, The car needs new brake pads, an oil change and oil filter. all of which i can do myself, but financially....impossible. Even if i were to get every thing i needed to secure the move, id still be stuck with a car that wouldint be in ready condition. and the last thing i want to do is take the car as is and risk being stranded with no phone. so im going to have to pull some strings NOW if i want to get back.
At this point, i REFUSE to wait until september... theres nothing here for me and jobs out there i can start looking at. whatever i need to do, it will be worth the rush and struggle. if not, only for myself and another.
uc
~uc
wow i wish you the best of luck on your desision to move back to california.
Rabid_Twitch
~rabidtwitch
good luck man. if i had more extra cash myself i’d lend a hand but i haven’t started working yet :/
50L1D
~50l1d
Good luck dude, I'd spare ya some cash but I'm short myself
