um.... I honestly have no clue where im gonna be living in june....:( I really do dislike living with my parents, but >_< since I've gone this far I might as well finish school. my mom died when I was 15, and my dad wasted no time replacing her with a fake and emotionally unstable woman who was a raging alcoholic when she first came to live with us. she has told my dad many times that I need to be gone or she will, and I have no liking for my dad either, he has 0 tolerance for abdl, calling me a freak and getting very mean whenever he finds anything out about it, my rooms trashed I pretty much sit here and vegetate because im so stressed I cant function. im not gonna use that as an excuse I just know that when im gone from here it will be better. a very close friend offered to let me live with them, and as soon as im done with hs I am gonna accept if the offer is still good and I have the money to fly -_- I just....dunno if I can make it that long living here. I keep myself locked in my room because she has five cats and im allergic, she will be really nice and then start a fight later and not speak to me or cook me food for a week or a month >_<