I apologize to all my friends, and even my mate for the way I have been acting lately. To sum it all up I pretty much just really miss my mate. I was hoping that after he finished college that we could move in, but his parents are keeping him there till he pays off the debt. I really want to be with him, hell we've been together 3 years and haven't even met in person yet.Seeing my friend and his new girlfriend kissing all the time doesn't really help much either.

So to bother everyone with this, it's just dragging me down a lot.