What's up with me, i feel like the day drained away when i just seemed to happen to have a good day turning a bit boring. Yeah i should go do something but somehow there's nothing to do, except work and all but you know i always wondered if something exciting happened in my life yeah i would enjoy it but all the fun and glamor just faded away, I was really looking forward to these feelings but now it feels like it just drained the hell out of me.

I need to pull myself together and start working harder, so at least I can make the best of things in life.

I want to go to MFF this year, i just want to, but in my finances i might not due to lay offs. So I am trying as hard as i can to make the best of it.