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Life is too short guys.
15 years ago
Nomnomnomnomnom. :3
I learned that a good local friend of mine passed away. She suffered from cancer or something I'm not quite sure... I guess they found out a little too late before they could do something about it I'm not sure.
At first I was in disbelieve that she is actually gone but man... she was a young woman, maybe older than me by a decade. If it wasn't for her I wouldn't have opened up to meeting new people you know? I told her first about my sexuality and everything.
She may have been different, she always talked about the people in NYC and how it is or how she hosts a fashion show among our college campus and held a film club.
She always said I was charming, my smile would warm the hearts around me. And the last thing we did was take photos together and said we would see each other next semester.
Her funeral is tomorrow. I'm gonna be there. It'll be my first time ever going to a funeral and I have no proper attire such as a tux and all that. I'll try but I hope what I have is suitable. Aside from that, I've just been bummed.
I mean, it's just.. so sudden. I would have never thought that she would go out like this. And then it raising the question about life and how are you living it.
I like to think I'm okay, I believe I am but I dunno, I have such bad timing when it comes to anything.
I know I strive to live life to the fullest and sometimes I don't do enough but at least I'm trying. I make mistakes but I believe that love, honesty and truth will make up for it. So the real question is, what are you doing with your life?
At first I was in disbelieve that she is actually gone but man... she was a young woman, maybe older than me by a decade. If it wasn't for her I wouldn't have opened up to meeting new people you know? I told her first about my sexuality and everything.
She may have been different, she always talked about the people in NYC and how it is or how she hosts a fashion show among our college campus and held a film club.
She always said I was charming, my smile would warm the hearts around me. And the last thing we did was take photos together and said we would see each other next semester.
Her funeral is tomorrow. I'm gonna be there. It'll be my first time ever going to a funeral and I have no proper attire such as a tux and all that. I'll try but I hope what I have is suitable. Aside from that, I've just been bummed.
I mean, it's just.. so sudden. I would have never thought that she would go out like this. And then it raising the question about life and how are you living it.
I like to think I'm okay, I believe I am but I dunno, I have such bad timing when it comes to anything.
I know I strive to live life to the fullest and sometimes I don't do enough but at least I'm trying. I make mistakes but I believe that love, honesty and truth will make up for it. So the real question is, what are you doing with your life?
Anyway, my sympathies go out to you and your friend's family. If you need anything just give me a shout!
And a tux is actually not proper funeral attire. Maybe a suit with a jacket, but honestly, a nice dress shirt and dress pants would be fine.
As for what I'm doing with my life... well, I'm running out into the unknown headfirst. I hope I don't regret it.
Oh? I thought it was. Okay, I guess I'm on the right track then.
And hey, as long as you followed your heart to the unknown I don't think you'll regret it. Hope everything goes well for you on that journey of yours.
Also, I hope you're doing well, I haven't had the chance to see how you've been up lately.