Errr, looks like it's been awhile since I've updated this thing. Probably best to at least post something here so that everyone knows what's up rather than those who follow me on twitter or LJ.

First off I want to say I'm not looking for any sympathy, pity or what have you. I'm just tellin' it how it is, this is how my life simply is.

Well I'll tell ya, I've had a great time at FC. During the middle of FC I started to feel sick and thus my time having fun was cut short for the last two days. Basically, my lower back hurted so much I had a really hard time walking around. At first I thought maybe I strained a muscle for sleeping in an odd position or something. But nooo, turns out I had some kind of kidney problems. :|

When your kidneys hurt, it really fucking hurts. No joke. My whole back was hurting. So managed to get back, and I was getting really sick. I slept the entire day hoping it'd go away. It got so bad I was gonna go to the hospital but instead I managed and just waited until I saw a doctor at a clinic. Took some meds and felt better.

Just when I started to feel better, college starts. As it starts, I'm moving to a new home along with my family. During this time our family got robbed. Trashed our home and stuff... Then my mother got sick, went to the hospital and basically I had to take care of her. It was painful when I found out we couldn't afford her medication. She got her essentials but it wasn't enough. So she went to the hospital again. Then I got sick with whatever the fuck she got. I got it pretty bad to then the pains in my back came back. So I'm getting pain and being sick all while handling college, moving and this stupid robbery. D:

So you could onlyyy imagine how much of a wreck I was and thus was really out of it on some days.

I don't have a desktop computer anymore for other reasons. So I only have a netbook which is useless when it comes to gaming so... I've been focusing with college stuff in the mean time.

And now, I'm still sick. Not that bad anymore but still.. having breathing problems. All part of that outbreak going on in SoCal. :P Or all the pollution, whatever. But despite all that, I'm hanging in there. I'm doing okay for now. I'm still kind of hiding. Not intentional but when I got to solve real life problems, I've been neglecting all the online stuffs.

So I apologize if I haven't been active or if you think I'm ignoring you or anything. Life has just been hectics is all and I'm still trying to catch up.