seems your mind entered...... the twilight zone

I sincerely hope not. >:( XD

how is this messing up ur mind? haha

It was just... odd. And strange.

yeah, though i cant tell anything changed realy

Oi, cheeky. :P XD

indeed indeed

my dad did that
:c

Whut.

Seriously? Why and what?!

he decided to make sure he knew what i was doing so he got a fa account
:c
just so he could watch me and what not

DUDE.

Thats not fair, cool or anything else! Is he still doing it???

nah i got in his account and unwatched me

AHAhAHAHA! Nice one Bomba, nice one.

yes
i am that epic :3

*Hi five*

* hi paws* :3

The funny thing is I once suspected my mum might have been a closet fur.

But thats the thing! She doesn't even show any interest in the fandom.

If my mom was on FA, that would be a total disaster...

How so?

She'd see the weird things about being a furry then I'd have to leave FA, I'd be in trouble and Dylan would be too...

D: Thats not good. The least my mom'd do was embarass me or ask me about it all the time. DX

That's what mom do to you, no matter how much you ask them not to, my mom does the same thing...

Lol. :/

No seriouly, she does that to Dylan and Andrew as well, and Andrew's not even her kid :p

Dude, thats too far.

No not really, if she embarassed my friends, that would be too far!

True.

Wow, that is weird, weirder than my dreams. I just dream I'm a fighter pilot or an F1 driver! XD

Sounds nice to have such normal aspiration-y dreams! XD

Sounds nice to have such normal aspiration-y dreams! XD

But then there's my more nightmarish dreams, like the one where i was raped by 6 of my classmates

Whoa! There's a contrast for you. Dude, that sounds pretty damn headmessy.

It was, basically they held me down and two and a time would violate me, then once they've had their fuck they started kicking and abusing me to the floor, then the next two would start raping me while the other four held me down, me crying and begging for it all to stop.

Woke up in the middle of the night in cold sweat from that

DUDE.

Thats just disturbing. Thats gotta be some kind of anxiety.

Yeah, I was megaly overstressed from my school workloads, and I was quite insecure about what my peers thought of me during that period

... So they raped you subconsciously? Dude, too far!

Yeah, I dunno. Sometimes I think I need to see a psychiatrist, especially about my excessive paranoia

Oh, well I have paranoia. XD

YOU'D BE PARANOID TOO IF EVERYONE WAS OUT TO GET YOU!

Dude, I AM paranoid! And I also think everyone else is out to get me! *grabs you by the arms and drags you to a "panic room" under my house and closes the door* Ok, we're safe here. *opens the minibar* Pepsi?

I see.

Any particular reason for this paranoia?

I dunno, I guess it comes from the fact that I sometimes offend people without knowing, I lose stuff sometimes and I can be forgetful. Because of this I'm extra paranoid of them happening, and try to implement all kinds of measures to try and stop it from happening, but one way or another it will happen, and whenever it does my parents scold me as such, i feel bad, and my paranoia of it happening again just gets worse.

If I think I recognise someone in the shopping mall, I'm very reluctant to go and say "hi" because I'm scared it might be the wrong person.

Sometimes if I get scared I've offended someone, like they don't reply to a certain comment I left them, or I just the feeling I have, I can fret and worry about it for hours. stuck in my room alone trying to trying to think if I did or not,sometimes yelling to try and relive the sudden stress I get from it, but I need to be alone.

I don't know if this is a serious problem or not, I don't talk about it much to my friends, and even then I play it down so it seems it's not worrying me too much.

Dude, you and me have exactly the same problem about worrying if we've offended someone. XD But yeah, mistakes are made in the past so you get into a habit of overcompensating for them for the rest of your life.

Yup, and don't I know it. Every few minutes I'll feel my pockets as we're walking around a mall and check that all of my items are in my pockets. I'm so scared to lose anything!

*sigh* I dunno if I should do something about this problem of over-anxiety. One of my friends says I could be an undiagnosed Asperger's, but I doubt that for some reason. So you react in the same way if you think you offended someone?

Well, i do that too. I regularly check my pockets for fear of losing my wallet or phone, after a very unpleasant occurence in Majorca a couple of years ago.

Oh dear, you wanna talk about it?

Oh I'm over it now. I just lost a wallet with 50 odd euros in it on my BIRTHDAY. XD

But it's all good, everyone at the hotel gave me money when I got back!

Well, that CANNOT compare tome losing a fanny pack on a bus with my wallet in it, containing 600 USD of the family's backup money for our holiday and my dad's backup credit cards!

It was a very sleepless night of worrying before going back to the dept the next morning, let me tell you that

OMG. Did you find it?

Yes i did. Oh my god, I breathed such a heavy sigh of relief, and now I don't wanna travel on buses anymore. In the two times I've travelled international on buses I've lost very important things and with sheer luck got them back (first was my passport)

I prefer flying, I never lose anything on flights

DUDE. I hate panic like that.

But if you think about it, Relief is the best feeling in the world.

Oh yeah, I hate it as well, and the relief...is promptly shattered by my dad's lecturing

Oh, great. What a way to ruin it.

What was it like? The usual responsibility talks?

Yeah, and of course I feel like a shit after those

Man, it's such a ballache, gettin chewed out by your parents after everythings alright.

Yeah, it is, but asian parents..it's only normal

:/

What? I brought shame to the famiry! And that is unacceptabre!

Lol. At least you can laugh about it now.

Yeah, Ican, what I still cannot laugh about after 3 years is my near-drowning incident..which is why I'm aquaphobic now

Ah, i see. Same kinda thing happened to my mom. What happened?

Let's just say me and some friends were walking along a sandbar between an island and the mainland and did not notice the tide that very quickly came in...

Jesus, I'm glad you were alright. What happened to your friends?

We all were fine, I was heavily traumatized to the point where even after 3 years I'm reluctant to get into swimming pools and refuse to swim in the ocean. It took 4 months and a very loud, yelling threat from my dad for me to even sit on the steps in the pool

Jesus. Your dad sounds like a right pile of fun.

It was like fighting to stay calm, the only reason I didn't freak out was my dad would be worse...

Damn, man. He sounds real tough.

Yeah...he very scary...