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15 years ago
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Okay firstttt, i'm hit whiny 'itch mode.
WHINY 'ITCH MODE ACTIVATE!!
....welp, i'm stressed to the limit. TOO MUCH PRESSURE!
I'm not drawing fast enough for people whom i'm doing art trades with, so they are pissed. I DON'T wanna draw right now, more stuff on my freakin' mind.
Whats on my mind you say? this:
1: For a week now i've been having dreams of my first ex...Zach. I have no idea why but he just crawled his way back into my mind and now my friend Megan is trying to get him to like me again, which i'm not sure if I want him to or not. I hurt him, bad. I just wouldn't be bale to handle that....I don't think.
2: 4 more days 'til I have to drag myself miles away just to watch my sister get her college stuff...
I'm really upset over that, but i'm making it. I've learned what to do when shes gone to kept myself from crying...hide in the dark listening to the songs she would laugh at me for singing like "Daydream Believer" and "Hello, Goodbye" Remember the good times and just know she'll be back...thats all I can do
3: Me and Megan might go to the mall Saturday...I won't hold my breath. She changes her mind A LOT. ((I would know, I dated her)) Hopefully we do because I really need a friend right now...and a hug.
4: I think theres something wrong with...just my whole body period. PAINNNSSS everywhere! Its killing me!
5:Nothing really makes me happy anymore...I can smile and laugh but then its right back into a dark state of mind. Only time i'm really happy? re-reading The Darkest Powers books for like...the 5th time.
*sighs* But, besides that I have good news:
SOME FANART I MADE FOR THE DARKEST POWERS, OF CHLOE SANDERS, WILL BE POSTED UP ON THEIR WEBSITE!
Yuppp, this little one right here: http://cheyannechan.deviantart.com/#/d2urbr6 will be posted up on the darkest powers website! how exciting is that? pretty damn exciting if I say so myself! C:
Anyways, theres an update on my life. Now, i'ma go back to reading.
EDIT: LOOK!! LOOK!! SHE DID UPLOAD IT!!
http://www.flickr.com/photos/kelley.....7623958670821/
AHHHH!! I'M SO HONORED!! <3
WHINY 'ITCH MODE ACTIVATE!!
....welp, i'm stressed to the limit. TOO MUCH PRESSURE!
I'm not drawing fast enough for people whom i'm doing art trades with, so they are pissed. I DON'T wanna draw right now, more stuff on my freakin' mind.
Whats on my mind you say? this:
1: For a week now i've been having dreams of my first ex...Zach. I have no idea why but he just crawled his way back into my mind and now my friend Megan is trying to get him to like me again, which i'm not sure if I want him to or not. I hurt him, bad. I just wouldn't be bale to handle that....I don't think.
2: 4 more days 'til I have to drag myself miles away just to watch my sister get her college stuff...
I'm really upset over that, but i'm making it. I've learned what to do when shes gone to kept myself from crying...hide in the dark listening to the songs she would laugh at me for singing like "Daydream Believer" and "Hello, Goodbye" Remember the good times and just know she'll be back...thats all I can do
3: Me and Megan might go to the mall Saturday...I won't hold my breath. She changes her mind A LOT. ((I would know, I dated her)) Hopefully we do because I really need a friend right now...and a hug.
4: I think theres something wrong with...just my whole body period. PAINNNSSS everywhere! Its killing me!
5:Nothing really makes me happy anymore...I can smile and laugh but then its right back into a dark state of mind. Only time i'm really happy? re-reading The Darkest Powers books for like...the 5th time.
*sighs* But, besides that I have good news:
SOME FANART I MADE FOR THE DARKEST POWERS, OF CHLOE SANDERS, WILL BE POSTED UP ON THEIR WEBSITE!
Yuppp, this little one right here: http://cheyannechan.deviantart.com/#/d2urbr6 will be posted up on the darkest powers website! how exciting is that? pretty damn exciting if I say so myself! C:
Anyways, theres an update on my life. Now, i'ma go back to reading.
EDIT: LOOK!! LOOK!! SHE DID UPLOAD IT!!
http://www.flickr.com/photos/kelley.....7623958670821/
AHHHH!! I'M SO HONORED!! <3
