After spending a day in thought and a restless night I finally realized something.

An e-mail sent to me regarding my issue with my mate has opened my eyes to a lot of things.

I was wrong to think I could never find love. After such a long time, I actually did find love. Having spent so much time on my own, I didn't realize the way I was reacting to different things.

Well, if anything, I've learned that the only way to find true love is to love myself and to keep myself open to all sorts of possibilities, not just attach myself to the things I feel are right and look at the bigger picture.

I feel at peace. I still feel alone, but it's only a feeling. I'm truly not alone.

If my love is out there and reading this- you know who you are- let me just say that I understand now. My eyes have opened.

I'll start doing things for myself and not others.

I appreciate my friends and now... now I feel like I can truly do something about myself without needing to rely on someone else to feel good about who I am.

Well, enough of that. I'm not an artist, but I wanted to let everyone know that if they have story ideas I can write them up whenever I have the time. My MegaFrost story is my main project and I'm also developing a series of episodes based on it, but that series and other projects I can base on some of my friends ideas.

Already, episodes 1 and 3 of the series are based on ideas provided by 2 friends of mine, but if any of you would like a cameo in my series or want personalized stories that are fully developed let me know. Ideas can be clean, yiffy, light scenes, full stories, etc. Just let me know.