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Someone stole from me today(read if you like)
15 years ago
~Warning~
(If you don't want to hear me wine and rant then go check out my art work and leave comments)
~You have been warn..~
There alot of things I get..Like why I will always besingle. I'm not good looking and I talk funny and I'm very dum.
I get pick on all the time and im use to that...I get that I will never get hire to do a job I want to do. I understand why no one really likes my art work.((I'm not going to stop drawing))
I get it why people don't like to keep there word or betray my trust. I understand whyno one wants to hire me to to work in a store not even to mop floors...I understand why people like to try to scare me by yell out honking there car horn when they drive by or even when they throw cans and bottles at me...
I understand why I get yell out at home, or force to do as told...I understand why someone would still a bag of trash from me that had atlease 2 to 3 dollars in it...
I understand that life hates me..
Everytime im happy it must be wrong for it turn to bad...
And you think i would be mad or want to scearm...but im not im acculy sad..sad that now I work hard for that small amount just to have to work double tommarow, just to atleast have five dollars then sell some games to get the reist of the money so i can get into the sneek peek...I work my heart to try to be in this terament, I want those amazoness cards...thats all I want...and I don't even get to go...I don't ask for money any more for my mom always tell me no thats why I work hard. I don't have friends I barrow money from...And the guy I house sit for if he come home tommarrow I hope he is willing to paid me.((It's ok if he don't, im not helping him for money.))
I am not love...even my body hates me...every time i get upset or very blue I outbreak I can't even cry for it double outberak all over my body....Funny my body make fun of me when i cry..funny no?
any way thanks for your time...I will have new work up soon. I'm looking for my d-pad to draw on the computer..
but bye for now.
faro~
*hugs*
But you stay well and work safe, and dont give up.
And do your best to take care of yourself and not let yourself get too down. As for the freaks that throw bottles and such at you, what comes around goes around...
And sadly it has plenty of bumps along the way for us all to have to deal with.