My tongues been held and now i know of no chance...
15 years ago
A cracked crock-pot and a smile
Alright. now im going to let go of a big secret, and i dont care anymore.
ive been a good man most of my life. ive done good deed's and ive worked hard.
but just because i remind you of someone bad does that mean i am?
sigh* im sorry bane but in order for me to heal im giving up the secret. Bane33 who reported he killed himself some months ago. IS alive and well. posing as Benjamin33. i had promised him that i would never tell anyone even after he told me that we were no longer friends or even aquaintences. i am not doing this to be a bitch. im not doing this for attention. to me this is my healing process. if he doesent think of me anymore as a friend then so be it. ive grown up, met great people EVEN his ex boyfriend vexen. and to tell the truth the otters truely sorry for what hes done. hell hes even appologized to the bear. begging forgiveness but even still he was denied this simple privalige. so its come up to me to heal as well.
And Bane if you do read this. just know 1 thing. i grew up. i got older and i got smart. i realized that holding anger over someones head isnt going to change then and right now its not gonna change me. so be mad. be pissed at me. hell block me from never getting the chance to apologize for whatever i did. but you arent going to keep me from gaining what ever closure i need. vexens grown up too. and to tell the truth hes happier now than ever. hes taken the step to heal and now this is mine. i wish you plenty of health and love. in your life
Hugs and Kisses: Seigfreid
ive been a good man most of my life. ive done good deed's and ive worked hard.
but just because i remind you of someone bad does that mean i am?
sigh* im sorry bane but in order for me to heal im giving up the secret. Bane33 who reported he killed himself some months ago. IS alive and well. posing as Benjamin33. i had promised him that i would never tell anyone even after he told me that we were no longer friends or even aquaintences. i am not doing this to be a bitch. im not doing this for attention. to me this is my healing process. if he doesent think of me anymore as a friend then so be it. ive grown up, met great people EVEN his ex boyfriend vexen. and to tell the truth the otters truely sorry for what hes done. hell hes even appologized to the bear. begging forgiveness but even still he was denied this simple privalige. so its come up to me to heal as well.
And Bane if you do read this. just know 1 thing. i grew up. i got older and i got smart. i realized that holding anger over someones head isnt going to change then and right now its not gonna change me. so be mad. be pissed at me. hell block me from never getting the chance to apologize for whatever i did. but you arent going to keep me from gaining what ever closure i need. vexens grown up too. and to tell the truth hes happier now than ever. hes taken the step to heal and now this is mine. i wish you plenty of health and love. in your life
Hugs and Kisses: Seigfreid
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