insecurity
18 years ago
Just stuff I don't want to put in my regular journal...
email I sent. Happened July 4, 2007 Wed. Aftermath is me talking to him again on Monday, like I said.
> Quick rundown thing. Gossip stuff would be Oliver
> being all insecure and jealous that Paolo was in
> contact with me. Started on the weekend when he got
> huffy that Paolo was asking where I saw. I sorta got
> mad on a Wed because he was texting Paolo, probably
> checking if I was talking to him. I got mad and told
> him that I don't want to speak to him until Monday
> (because I was going on an all expense paid trip to
> Bacolod with my Brawn costume). Oliver started
> texting stuff. I was
> ignoring him.
>
> The next day he decided to go to my house. I let
> him but my room was messy and we stayed at the TV
> room. Fudge magazine needed to fix their Brawn
> costume interview of me so I spent time on the phone
> while he just waited. He asked if were going to stop
> seeing each other and I said it's up to him. He was
> the one being insecure and jealous over Paolo and I
> HAVEN'T EVEN DONE ANYTHING. I haven't slept with him
> or anything. Oliver might be fine if I did stuff with
> other people (like that thing with the Cybertron guy
> who's thigh I put my hand on and my fading crush in
> Ryan Ne u eziel) but for some reason, he doesn't want me
> to see Paolo. Grrr. Anyway, I just drove him to
> Makati and still said I'll talk to him on Monday. I
> hate that he passed by when I TOLD him that all will
> be well by Monday. Why couldn't he have waited?
> Grrrr.
> Quick rundown thing. Gossip stuff would be Oliver
> being all insecure and jealous that Paolo was in
> contact with me. Started on the weekend when he got
> huffy that Paolo was asking where I saw. I sorta got
> mad on a Wed because he was texting Paolo, probably
> checking if I was talking to him. I got mad and told
> him that I don't want to speak to him until Monday
> (because I was going on an all expense paid trip to
> Bacolod with my Brawn costume). Oliver started
> texting stuff. I was
> ignoring him.
>
> The next day he decided to go to my house. I let
> him but my room was messy and we stayed at the TV
> room. Fudge magazine needed to fix their Brawn
> costume interview of me so I spent time on the phone
> while he just waited. He asked if were going to stop
> seeing each other and I said it's up to him. He was
> the one being insecure and jealous over Paolo and I
> HAVEN'T EVEN DONE ANYTHING. I haven't slept with him
> or anything. Oliver might be fine if I did stuff with
> other people (like that thing with the Cybertron guy
> who's thigh I put my hand on and my fading crush in
> Ryan Ne u eziel) but for some reason, he doesn't want me
> to see Paolo. Grrr. Anyway, I just drove him to
> Makati and still said I'll talk to him on Monday. I
> hate that he passed by when I TOLD him that all will
> be well by Monday. Why couldn't he have waited?
> Grrrr.