[don't know if anyone will even read this. but fuck it. i need to write this somewhere.]

i just looked over my recent stories i had submitted on FA and it happened to have been the last one wrote.

4 years... oh man couldn't believe it had been that long since ive been writing, i used to love to write and i still do. but ive been in this long clouded writers block which has since turned into being too busy with work and a hard life, most of what have written in the last 4 years has been RPs that only occurred just this year.

but here i am 4 years older, spelling and english has gotten "slightly" better and for the first time in a LOOONG time i have had some real free time since i quit work.

but still, here i am 2 weeks into my little vacation and well.... to put it honestly its been so long since i have written anything with a real story that I'm kinda... scared.

scared of screwing up my long wanted personal comeback story might fail and blow chunks, and realise i really suck at writing.

i don't honestly know...


(sorry if it sounds very confusing. but was just something i had in my head and just needed to get out.)