I have finally set a date to head out the door. Sometime on Friday morning I will toss my bag and my laptop into the car, and I will be on my way to North Carolina. This trip actually has two purposes. One is to meet some friends that I have known online for a long time. Going to have several first time meetings, and one very special meeting with a very very sweet guy. *giggles* I am so excited. I am very excited to meet friends, but he brings a new excitement all it's own. My second reason is to pick up my youngest from her Father. When I return home it will be my first time here with all three kids since I had the husband leave. Being a single mom to three kids scares me, but I think I can do this. LOL what choice do I have? I am not bringing him back.

The depression is really starting to lighten. The stress is mostly gone. It is awesome to almost feel human again! It isn't like I expect the depression to fully leave. It has always been there ever since I could remember, but the break is soooooo welcomed!

Heheheheeee look out world.......this kitteh is back and ready to experience life!