Warning!
Following text won't include any drama/emotinal crying/rage/anything that people just have fed up to read from time to time from totally obviously tittled journals that are only meant to be work as a bait for drama lurkers and other tittle holders that anyone can think of.
The following text is just going text that I just wrote here to pass some time and lighten my head in a sake of curiousity/anything-I-can-think-of-but-it-would-take-days-to-write-anything-down.
Also, this text is going have a lots of typos due the facts that Pave doesn't have any dictionaries handy. So he apologies in before hand to all the "English/Grammar-nazis" as they usually call themselves. Also the stucture of the journal may be somewhat confusing, but hopefully the readers will be able to follow everything written here anyway

From time to time, people simply ask the "who are you?"-question. Everytime though, I tend to leave people even more confused than ever, even though I consider myself too as a very confusing person.
In fact I consider myself so confusing, that I have a lot trouble even writing about myself most of the time. Now don't get too confused though, since I tend to write a lot about myself and the things that happen in my life. But I'm not simple able to write a "short" description of myself. Okay, so I call myself as "Your-Modern-everyday-Finnish-Village-Lunatic" or something similiar, but that simply doesn't tell much for those who know me better (either for better or worse).

Now, I'm going to try to write a little/long description of myself for practice by simple answering the question above:
Who is Pave/-Mentman/ OtavaPanthar/ Pauli Antero Haarnimo, and what does he do?

The reason why I want to answer this question is simple because of two psychiatrics I visited couple of years. That visit is another story though, but the inspiring reason is the fact that "I'm too much". What that means? Well...let's just say that I made the other doctor actually say "Slow down, I cannot keep up with your stories", as she had already written four A4-pages full of information about me (they were actually two 4As, but she had written on the both of the sides).

Bear in your mind, the following text migth sound totally insane/confusing/something so odd that it sounds really funny/scary/insane-whatever you'll ever think of.

Also, this journal entry, like all my journal entries, are going to stay here forever. The reason: If for some whatever reason I would caught a dementia/my mind/memory would be wiped out, I really want to remember/know what I am/used to be/I said about myself or anything else. I mean, I have seen that anything is possible in this world, if you just really make it happen. Look around you to see it yourself.

Let's get started:

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Pave...
Well first of, he's a Finn. He lives in the middle of nowhere in his country, even though he's living right next to one the main roads that goes right through his village, which is located quite not so far away from a small "coastal city" which hasn't got any ship traffic for several decades. So basically, he's living in middle of nowhere anyway. Also he tends to call his place as "Hell" everytime people tells him to go to Hell. Nobody told him whether he's supposed to happy hell or sadness hell.
Pave used to live in "big" coastal city. But like his father, the rural area simple dragged him back with a pleasant. After all, he had already promised at the age of seven to return his birthtown when he grows up, even though he ad no idea what he was supposed to become of.

Pave is also a Dragon. And a Ram, No no no, you silly people, not as a species. As a horoscope. See, Pave really believes in horoscopes. Well, not in fortune-telling-wise though, since most the times they are saying that he's going to have tought times with money and all that. Or his lover is going to break up with him. Well, to bad he already spends wisely his daily allowance, and he's not dating anyone. Minus points for the fortune tellers.
What he does believe in though, are the decriptions people have recorded down about the similiarities of these people who have born as a Dragon and a Ram, at least on his side. He's not all that interested to other horoscopes, mainly because that would take away the excitement of getting known of other people. And not to create any stereotypes in to his tiny "ulterior motive"-mind.
He actually believes that "More you about yourself, more easily you get known to others". And believe it or not, this not the only obscure ideas of his.

"The secret of the human life is not that you're just living; the secret is what you are living for." -Fjodor Dostojevski
See what we meant.

Wait, what is this all sudden Pave writing about Dostojevski and calling himself as "we"?
No worries, Pave just tend to do really obscure references. For "we" are us, as the King of Cosmos. (Yes, you can tell that he simply likes the King of Cosmos from the We Love Katamari.game.) And besides, Pave just needed to give some sort pronoun for the "writer" anyway. I mean, that's reason why he said finiding a self description is kinda difficult.
As for the Dostojevski, we can say that he simply loves one of the authors short novel. He's not gonna tell tittle this time though, since he likes teasing his readers.

But since we already mentioned Dostojevski and King of Cosmos, what does this tell about Pave? Well for certain he likes playing video-games and reading some books. But since he's trying to keep his descriptions short let's just say that he's: Too educated.
Sure, he might not know all the rocket science and he's very bad at geographics. But most of the times he finds himself a little too over educated on the subjects that other people almost totally unfamiliar with. To save our readers from total insanity, we are NOT going to list all the things Pave is insterested in, due facts that this already caused one of his acquaintances/pals to create a drinking game out of him. Which is actually a really cool thing when you think of it little more.

"I'm not MAD! Just, ANGRY!"
Gosh, Pave just love awesome references. Speaking of which, he'll probabbly have to get another mandgry scientist for killer tomatos before the mad scientists of the society totally get angry to awful doctoried members...

...
Apologies for getting distracted, we just had to watch couple of Youtube videos.

Perhaps we should to second part of the question: What does Pave do. We could simply simply say that he's a Pretender. After all, he has done and seen a lot more than youths of the same age. And there's no end of this, for he's aspires to become a self-published animator. A dream that many doubts of, but he still believes he can pull this off, as soon as he's able to get enough money for the tuitution though.

Does Pave still draw? Yes, he still does. But he's facing techical/mental/serious/nah/I dunno/heck-I-do-know-ecxactly-problems. But he shall return by the end of the year, hopefully.

...We're facing some serious technical problems in the writing section, mainly due clock telling it's almost 3'o'clock in the middle of night. So we shall end this here this time.

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Ah, time to take look at the writings I have done
....
What a lousy piece of work. I shall redo this someday.


And that's all for now. I must return to fields of crop to fight against "C.W.O." from taking over our fields.
Until we meet again, do take care of yourselves and try to have a nice day.

See ya around.
-Pave

PS. None of this writing hasn't been copyrighted any kind of way. But if you are trying to steal my life and use it as your own, I do not pity you fool. Actually, I'm gonna laught at you since there's no way anyone is going to survive as sane while trying to portrait as me, for they are way too incompetent to live their own lives. =3