Well i am so very happy right now and i will tell you y. While i was in the hospital i did alot of thinking and i came to realize that the love of my life my friend of 8 years and my lover of 8 months has done alot for me. He has always made me feel better and has always been there for me and over these last few months i realize i could have been treating him better but i let my personal problems get in the way of our love life. So as i sat in the hospital healing from my fucked up finger
i realized just how badly i need him in my life. So i texted him from the my phone while i was laying in that damn bed and i asked him a very importan question. I asked him will you marry me. You have know idea how happy i was when he sent back a text saying yes i will marry you. I feel so very happy truly happy for the first time in my life i feel truly happy i have never felt like this before. Please wish us luck and thank any and all of you who read this and get a good feeling out of it.