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19 years ago
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Gahhh... I hate this. This totally sucks... SUCKS, I tell you!! I've felt sooo miserible for the past several weeks! And my nerves have been on edge since before school let out.. which has been about a month now.. and and.. and I can't think straight anymore!!! My drawings have looked like crap recently, I can't write on my fics.. I go to bed tired, I get up tired.. My coworkers have told me that I'm to young to be so miserible all the time. They ask how I'm doing. Recently, I've been shrugging and saying "I'm here." My boss finally quit asking, cause I never change my answer.... I've even gotten to the point that I've broke down and cried.. and I don't cry.. I dunno what's wrong w/ me... :bawls:
I'd say that I'm sorry for scaring ya'll, but I'm not, cause I dunno what I am... At the moment, I jus don't care.. Just let me rant for a while, k? :bangs head repeatedly on nearby wall:
I'd say that I'm sorry for scaring ya'll, but I'm not, cause I dunno what I am... At the moment, I jus don't care.. Just let me rant for a while, k? :bangs head repeatedly on nearby wall:
revil
~revil
I feel like that once or twice a year for a couple weeks, sometimes less. I've noticed my mood acts like a wave, it goes up then down, sometime I really happy sometimes I'm really sad. I think its just how the brain works.
Taisia
~taisia
Everyone feels like that when they're starting a new point in their life. Catch me in a week and I'll be feeling the same way. I know its tough having to do things like getting ready for college and leaving your safety net of the place you're used to but it has to happen. I can't say just jump into it because that's not how you work. But all you really can do is let it happen. This feeling will eventually go away once you have some normality regained and things of that nature taken care of. I know I won't be happy till I'm safely in college. But all you can do for now is what you see fit. No one can tell you elsewise. Just remember tho, we're here for you!
Darkie
~darkie
If you hapen to know a fur by the name of Rauny Rashanka, I know she is a major SK fan. That might five you some focus. Talk with her and her universe of SK. She writes and as I recall draws some. Perhaps you two coudl talk and RP togeterh and see where that takes you. Sometimes it's not replacing the batteries, but turning them around a bit that gives you a better contact and restores power :) I'm sure yiou will work through this.
Jengo
~jengo
hmmmm even you know why do you feel like that? if not... welll I guess that it's depression, go to think why so...
imagoth2004
~imagoth2004
Eh. I hate that. I've been the same way myself it's horrible. I'm sorry you feel that way. No one else should feel depressed all the time.
Chance_Lover
~chancelover
I kinda know what you're going through. Because I'm in depression and have been since I was only 6 years old. You can thank the bullies for that. And I didn't have any friends 'till I was about 10. And to this day, I see a psychologist. But, ironically, when I got a few more friends, I kind of became the group's psychologist (and was rather good in my opinion). So, if you ever want to talk about this, just e-mail me via my AOL e-mail address with the category: "Can we talk?". I'll be there to talk if you need it. Bye.
