It's on the 26th..I never thought I'd ever be this sad on my birthday. The good thing is at least school doesn't start until after, but that doesn't change how ill I feel. Everyday I just feel worse and worse, my legs feel heavy and numb, and my arm went numb last night when drawing. I feel like it must really be MS...but I'm scared. I realize now a spinal tap and finding out everything is okay would be better. I don't want to have to inject steriods into me...I hate needles...and I want to play DDR...why am I always so sick?

If anyone could draw something or whatever, it would cheer me up a little...but even though most people seem to get gift art on a regular basis, I'm not so well liked...at least I know some people care. Thank you for those who at least responded to my last journal, I know now 6 out of like 100 people aren't so selfish and actually have a heart.