Kay so to start off

My Grandfather died before my step aunt could visit July 5th and she didn't even bother getting a flight so she could get to his funeral. The viewing.... it went ok, it was really awkward for me since the only time my aunt talked to me was when I asked her something towards the end. I wish the pastor or whatever he was from the church I went to had of not questioned me about why I felt I was gay and ect.... Seriously it was just out of line asking me that there near my nan, aunt, uncle and cousins who doesn't know I'm gay because my mom would rather them not know.

Anyways on Saturday the day after the viewing I was so nervous, Zijjh coming to the funeral with me made it a lot easier to go through the service, although I was really worried about dropping the casket I found out afterwards I was really over worrying. The reception afterwards went well until my sister who had been serving at the front of the church broke out crying.... I really felt helpless since the relationship between us has only gotten further apart over the years. After staying until all of the guests had left Zijjh and I left as well after helping bring up the coolers, and cleaning up the water from one of the coolers spilling :P.

That night I had really bad asthma and I'm really glad that I was sleeping with Zijjh that night. He had taken me out for dinner earlier but I was so out of it and trying not to just break down that it was making me a bit sick. But I really don't know how I would've gotten through the next week if Zijjh wasn't such an awesome supportive boyfriend.

Monday felt so shitty, I woke up at 7am to get ready for summer school, and shower, oh yea also get dressed. I got to school at about ten to eight and I had to figure out what room my class was in, and where the hell that room was. If anything I'm the most grateful for in my math course I'm extremely grateful for having a really awesome and fun teacher who treated her students as adults. During the first week I finally got paid for the job I did and I bought a PS3 wooo!

By the way I'm looking for people to play online with for the following games:

GTA IV

Little Big Planet

Naughty Bear (Bought for me by  zijjh )

Resistance 2

Whatever Games I Get In The Future

PSN ID: Sennyize

The first two weeks were bad because we had the hottest classroom in the school but got progressively better. One day our teacher bought us all freezies and it felt so good to just be cooled down by that. Also as the class went on students started to bring in fans so we had more than just 1 fan in the class.

After two weeks we found out our teacher was able to get us an air conditioned classroom! Although around the same time that happened my net got cut off because my dad didn't pay the all godly net bill D:. The next two weeks that were left in the course were much better. My exam grades ended up being 90% for my first exam and 81.25% for my second exam. My total grade was 73% before the exams and 77% after :3

Now a little over 3 weeks has passed since then and last week the net finally got turned on :P. Also not last Saturday but the one before that I got to spend a extremely awesome day with  lightningtiger who was awesome enough to finally buy me the slice of cheesecake he promised me for my birthday last year :3 I also ended up convincing the tiger to play the most awesome game ParaParaParadise and we did a fail karaoke, plus I got him to do DDR :D.

After us being awesomely skilled in PMall we went and set out on the adventure to go to Zijjh's work. Zijjh ended up picking us up at Fairview while he was on break and at Zijjh's work while the tiger was in the little tiger's room I ordered him a triple baconator combo with a large fries, minus the drink replacing that with a M&M Frostie, I ordered myself a double pattie cheeseburger with a large fries and a M&M Frostie. Needless to say the tiger was surprised the rest of the day that there's such a thing as a triple baconator. Zijjh's break ended and we stuck around for a little bit longer then decided to go on the adventure of going to the Eaton's Center. Getting off the bus we end up going the total wrong way to Fairview but at least we walked a bit :D.

Finally reaching the Eaton's Center from the Subway we end up realising that the mall closed in 30 minutes! We wandered around a bit and came across a health suppliment store so we go inside. While the tiger was looking for some weight gain stuff for me to price out I decided to be an evil kit >:3. I entered the tiger in for a contest for a free membership at GoodLife Fitness and just as he found out that's what I was doing it was all too late >:3. Seriously I had an amazing day that day and I can't thank the tiger enough for coming all the way to the east end to see this kit :).

So yea I've sorta been trying to not take this out on anyone for the past week and that's why I'm not on msn too much D: but I will slowly come back :D

Thanks to anyone who gets to the end of this journal :)