Hey everyone im pissed the fuck off, cause of this fucking military bullshit, honestly im ready to go punch my fucking sergeants in the face and tell them to suck my god damn gay dick and be done with it, between my sister down in arkansas being taken into custody by her grandparents and missing her court dates so i couldnt testify and know my other sister maxine is down in flordia cause my dad lost his court case with her between her no good mother who let her get mulested o btw maxine is fucking 5 years old! On top of all that shit my fucking mate is saying he is unhappy and cheated on me again and now they are saying i might get to go home for the labor day weekend this september but they might not, ITS FUCKING BULLSHIT! I want a god damn straight anwser and i want to be with people that i dont have to fucking hide from. No one here fucking listens to me or any of the leadership here cause they are either older or think i dont deserve the rank they gave us or think that they dont have to, and then when i tryed to post my story it wouldnt work which just fucking added to my stress and fucking anger/depression. Im so close to the fucking edge its killing me, and i just found out the money i sent my mate for his ccar he never got so now i got 200 dollars floating around somewhere and he is scared about it cause his tires are balding and there isnt anything i can do about it cause im fucking here and unable to comfort him from this fucking shithole they call fort fucking jackson! I'm just about at my breaking point i cant count how many nights i just hide in the freaking bathroom crying cause the fucking world is closing around me and crushing me, hell the only reason i joined this fucking shit job was for my sisters so i could take care of them and now i cant even see them or talk to them cause they arent with my mom and dad anymore! Fuck this shit!