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GAWD'AMMIT!!
15 years ago
BANG.
WHY DIDN'T I UPLOAD MORE WHEN I HAD TIME/WHY DON'T I HAVE TIME TO DRAW ANYMORE!?
Seriously people, why must I always put what I want on the back burner to deal with 'real life'?! Spending my days stressing out over being a burden on my ride giver(s) and regurgitating the same dumbed-down bullshit all while pondering on how exactly existing for a certain number of years and BLEEDING EVERY MONTH FOR WEEKS automatically makes me an 'adult' is not really going to be all that worth (FUCK, it'll be MEANINGLESS) much if I was, I dunno, diagnosed with some form of terminal cancer or if my skull was crashed under the tire of some teenager's car.
Hell, these years of mental beatings may have made me less creative and only added to the emotional instability! What will I have to show after these next few years of added on school? A job that I hate? Hopefully!
Yeah, 'school isn't that bad and the real world is gonna be a rude awakening for me'. Life sucks, I GET IT ALREADY.
But...
I dunno.
I guess I'll just end my rant now.
Seriously people, why must I always put what I want on the back burner to deal with 'real life'?! Spending my days stressing out over being a burden on my ride giver(s) and regurgitating the same dumbed-down bullshit all while pondering on how exactly existing for a certain number of years and BLEEDING EVERY MONTH FOR WEEKS automatically makes me an 'adult' is not really going to be all that worth (FUCK, it'll be MEANINGLESS) much if I was, I dunno, diagnosed with some form of terminal cancer or if my skull was crashed under the tire of some teenager's car.
Hell, these years of mental beatings may have made me less creative and only added to the emotional instability! What will I have to show after these next few years of added on school? A job that I hate? Hopefully!
Yeah, 'school isn't that bad and the real world is gonna be a rude awakening for me'. Life sucks, I GET IT ALREADY.
But...
I dunno.
I guess I'll just end my rant now.
