finallly, mediocrity reached.
15 years ago
General
I guess the novelty of being a new fur has worn off. I haven't been online as much, made as many comments, or been to as many events as I would have liked. Even self doubt has started creeping back, wondering if everything is just going back the way things used to be.
I need to break free of this funk, and shake off the veil of vapidity.
If this week were a movie, it would be a documentary on the colour grey.
I need to break free of this funk, and shake off the veil of vapidity.
If this week were a movie, it would be a documentary on the colour grey.
FA+

Although eventually the glow of furry begins to fade when it's no longer new and exciting, you need to reflect that Furry is what you make it... whether it's a casual hobby/interest, or something you devote all of your time to. Certainly you can't live and breate furry all the time, you just need to find a place for it that is both fun for you, but doesn't require your whole being to enjoy it.
I do remember when it was different and new, and I was so excited to meet people who were for the most part friendly, interesting, and fun. I still thrive on their company. My first yap n draw in february felt pretty awkward, but somehow, felt pretty cool. I don't know how the suiters (kit, Lucifur and Sniks ) did it, the apartment was sooo hot. So many people are very artistically talented.
I couldn't devote all my time, but I do think about my new friends and long for new events and chances to suit. I'm too chicken to go out on my own, so I wait for events. I dabble in art, and every once in a while the muse comes to visit. (my skills are undeveloped at best, but i have fun trying)
All in all, you are right. a furmeet is necessary.