Why do things have to be so hard? We all wander around on this rock, and what are we looking for? I thought I knew. I recently had literally the best weekend of my life, and was "on top of the world", I know it's cliche but pretty well describes how i was feeling. Things were going great, life was good. Alas somehow that end of things never seems to last. Now here I am, I've somehow fallen to the deep dark place I have been to before. However, this time I hit at full speed. I've never actually had to cry myself to sleep before. I must say, it's not alot of fun. Come to think of it, don't think I've let out that much emotion in years. Anyway, sorry for wasting everyones time with my whining, but I have to get it out somewhere. Somehow doesn't seem to be helping though.