Guess I should update this. Will be going to RMFC, then probably nothing until FC. Gonna try to save up some $$.

On the fence at this point, I'm tired of trying to find roommates for the con. Everyone comes up with some reason to back out. The ones I've gotten are good reasons, however this will be the third time at Califur I've had a full room and ended up with a room to myself. I'm ok with it, I never book a room without the ability to pay for it. It's just frustrating when you try to help out and end up holding the check. At this point I'm unsure if I will go at all. Guess we will see how I feel come next Wednesday.

So, I will be at Califur again and have a room that needs some bodies. If you are looking for a room, or know someone who is, send me a note. I'm looking for two maybe three, I will split the room cost evenly between everyone. I'll leave it open for a couple weeks(unless I get enough confirmed roomies) at that time I will figure the room cost and let you know. Due to past experience I will be asking for payment by mid May. Any questions lemme know.

FC this year was amazing. Thanks to all of you that made it great. I met some new people and got to hang out with friends that I don't get to see enough. That being said, I will try to spend more time on here and upload some pics I have. Thanks to all the watchers that have got in the past LONG while. I really will make an effort to be more accessible online. I love all the friends I've made over the past couple years and hope to make many more.

Wow! Its been a very long time since I updated this thing, or even uploaded anything. At any rate, I am at F.C. and will probably update things when I get home. At some point I may dump a load of photos from cons past.

Well as of today I am cronologically starting another year of my life. Looking back I think this has been one of if not the most interesting year to date. Considering I found the whole furry fandom just a day or two after my last birthday it makes it easy to remember when all this nonsense started. It's really interesting what can happen in a year. I know some say that all this is just a hobby, however for me it was a way to completely change my lifestyle. I have met so many great people, and done so much that would not have been possible without being a part of this crowd. Some of the more notable differences are, I have people I consider real friends now that I would have never met otherwise. I also have fur everywhere and I don't have any pets. I've certainly had alot of fun this past year. All in all I think I just want to thank all the furs I've met in the past year for making it the best so far. Here's hoping the next will be even better!!

Figured I'd actually update something finally. Been kinda busy, nothing really new going on though. Just kinda fell into the work/sleep meh cycle. I hope things are going well for all my friends, especially the wyoming furs, you three know who you are :P

So here's the deal, I love my friends, they're the best. I'm trying to help one of them out, so you should go check this out. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1697977/

Why do things have to be so hard? We all wander around on this rock, and what are we looking for? I thought I knew. I recently had literally the best weekend of my life, and was "on top of the world", I know it's cliche but pretty well describes how i was feeling. Things were going great, life was good. Alas somehow that end of things never seems to last. Now here I am, I've somehow fallen to the deep dark place I have been to before. However, this time I hit at full speed. I've never actually had to cry myself to sleep before. I must say, it's not alot of fun. Come to think of it, don't think I've let out that much emotion in years. Anyway, sorry for wasting everyones time with my whining, but I have to get it out somewhere. Somehow doesn't seem to be helping though.

I love good friends, and my friends are AWESOME!

~~THE GAME~~ That is all...

Have you ever wanted something so bad you can't concentrate on anything else? You can't think without it overlapping all your thoughts. You know you should just go for it but you're afraid and don't really know why, you can make up reasons but deep down you still don't know. So you hesitate and try with all your effort to decide how to approach the situation. You think about how it might go, you prepare for the worst promising yourself you will be ok no matter the outcome. However deep down you don't want to think about that because positive thinking works right. So you finally muster the courage to go for what you want, only to have it slip right through your fingers. You instantly realize exactly what you've been afraid of all this time. You know you prepared for this but it is somehow alot harder than you thought it would be. Now instead of being overwhelmed with thoughts of what could be, they now dwell on what could've been and what if. You are fortunately surrounded by great friends who say it's not gone, and there's still a chance. You don't want a situation to go bad just so you can have what you want. However you still want.

RMFC was great I met a lot of great furs.
I also got to hang with some that I had met before but didn't know very well.
To those I met I thank you for the wonderful time and I highly value knowing you.
To those I got to know better, you have put a little more sunshine in the life of this coyote.
I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH!!