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Anyone else notice a pattern here?
15 years ago
I got ice in my veins, blood in my eyes
Hate in my heart, love in my mind
I seen nights full of pain, days of the same
You keep the sunshine, save me the rain
I search but never find, hurt but never cry
I work and forever try, but I’m cursed, so never mind
____
Hate in my heart, love in my mind
I seen nights full of pain, days of the same
You keep the sunshine, save me the rain
I search but never find, hurt but never cry
I work and forever try, but I’m cursed, so never mind
____
September 2004: eldest brother dies
September 2005: nearly went homeless due to father beind a drug addicted dipshit
September 2006: watched little brother fight and ultimately lose to cancer
September 2007: ejected from grandparents house was homeless
September 2008: almost lost home again due to dumbass aquaintances that I shouldve avoided, life threatenin illness scare, lost stable income due to a job scam, nearly went to jail for a long long time
September 2009: lost a few good friends and job due to the company over staffing
September 2010: three deaths, destroyed phone lost all contacts former mentor and friend imprisoned for 15-25 years, possible and very likely forced resignation from the best job I've ever had
...
The fuck
EDIT: I just read my journal header and footer and it made me smile because it fits far too perfectly
September 2005: nearly went homeless due to father beind a drug addicted dipshit
September 2006: watched little brother fight and ultimately lose to cancer
September 2007: ejected from grandparents house was homeless
September 2008: almost lost home again due to dumbass aquaintances that I shouldve avoided, life threatenin illness scare, lost stable income due to a job scam, nearly went to jail for a long long time
September 2009: lost a few good friends and job due to the company over staffing
September 2010: three deaths, destroyed phone lost all contacts former mentor and friend imprisoned for 15-25 years, possible and very likely forced resignation from the best job I've ever had
...
The fuck
EDIT: I just read my journal header and footer and it made me smile because it fits far too perfectly
Can't say much other than you know I'm here for ya, hang in there bro x.x *HUGS*
Man that's some shitty dick shit right there.
Still, you got some great friends and have the time of your life at RF
Stick it out dude, and get better at avoiding the po po. Try and keep your job dude, thats very important. What'd you get in trouble for bro?
Was there heads on the gun? I got arrested for GTA. I stole a grand cherokee when I was wasted. I don't actually remember doing it.
You know damn well that I'm there for ya, whenever and whatever ya need man. If you need someone to talk to, I'm there. Always been there lol.
Anyway, you always got a place to stay with us, it's not much (you know that) but it's still something. Come down sometime man, get your mind off things.
I am paranoid by this pattern you've presented.
We're here for you for whatever you need. Love you Phor!
And prepare for next years? :c
I'm here for ya, darlin'. Anything I can do for you, just ask.