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I feel like bitching.
15 years ago
I hate my goddamned job. Hate it, hate it, hate it, hate it, hate it! I'm tired of being scheduled at seven in the goddamned morning after a bunch of midshifts and closings to be stuck getting up at six in the morning. And on a saturday, no less! I'm tired all of the goddamned time and I can't go to sleep at ten at night, its damned near impossible for me.
Every time I change my availability, I fuck something up.
Thank god though for the suit I am currently working on. I'll pictures up when he's done, I'm keeping him secret from some people I wanna ambush at Furfright. SPEAKING of furfright, omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg! I haven't been to a con since the last furfright in 2009 and I"m going bonkers. I am testing out a new idea on foaming that I haven't done before.. and its been a year since I made a head o_O OH dear.. I mean.. yea I did work on Korona some, but I didn't make the original head.
Yea so, I gotta be to work in six and a half hours and I am not in the least bit sleepy.. I"m just tired.. which is the wolf's norm. There is just so much shit going on that I just dont want to deal with anymore.
Now back to a positive thing, I am going to the convention with my boyfriend
kuruscaarun and I can't stop giggling over it.. there could be snow and it wont be ninety degrees outside.. and it will be halloween and and and .. <3
Sigh.. would someone just kill me? Just one of those nights where I can't sleep. And so I get up.. stare at teh computer for a minute and lay back down and start crying for some stupid reason. Depression, I guess. Having a lot of that lately. I mean.. I miss my mate so goddamned much, he lives on the other coast of the state and whenever I need him.. he can't be here.. so its hard sometimes. I am goign to school for something I don't care about.. working a job I despise. Taking care of my father, my mother has breast cancer, my sister married a man who damn near killed her, my sixteen year old brother knocked his girlfriend up.. my stepdad died.. my cat died (we got a kitten and its evil).. I don't have any energy to do anything at all..
I know everyone goes through this, I dont' keep a diary so I figured I would just spill it here.
If you read this, thank you. If you didn't I don't blame you.
Tsuki
Every time I change my availability, I fuck something up.
Thank god though for the suit I am currently working on. I'll pictures up when he's done, I'm keeping him secret from some people I wanna ambush at Furfright. SPEAKING of furfright, omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg! I haven't been to a con since the last furfright in 2009 and I"m going bonkers. I am testing out a new idea on foaming that I haven't done before.. and its been a year since I made a head o_O OH dear.. I mean.. yea I did work on Korona some, but I didn't make the original head.
Yea so, I gotta be to work in six and a half hours and I am not in the least bit sleepy.. I"m just tired.. which is the wolf's norm. There is just so much shit going on that I just dont want to deal with anymore.
Now back to a positive thing, I am going to the convention with my boyfriend
kuruscaarun and I can't stop giggling over it.. there could be snow and it wont be ninety degrees outside.. and it will be halloween and and and .. <3Sigh.. would someone just kill me? Just one of those nights where I can't sleep. And so I get up.. stare at teh computer for a minute and lay back down and start crying for some stupid reason. Depression, I guess. Having a lot of that lately. I mean.. I miss my mate so goddamned much, he lives on the other coast of the state and whenever I need him.. he can't be here.. so its hard sometimes. I am goign to school for something I don't care about.. working a job I despise. Taking care of my father, my mother has breast cancer, my sister married a man who damn near killed her, my sixteen year old brother knocked his girlfriend up.. my stepdad died.. my cat died (we got a kitten and its evil).. I don't have any energy to do anything at all..
I know everyone goes through this, I dont' keep a diary so I figured I would just spill it here.
If you read this, thank you. If you didn't I don't blame you.
Tsuki
<< They owe me anyway.