It's been a year since I joined the Fandom Officially
15 years ago
YES THAT'S RIGHT! Why I joined on such an iconic date in recent history? Well, let me tell you.
(Warning! Giant Paragraph of utter blabbing and ...'s approaching)
At the start of last year, I had this idea that I wanted to make Star Wars Music Videos (Yes I know, I was a MAJOR-ASS Sci-Fi geek... The remnants have followed me along this bumpy journey as well :3). At that point, I had HUGE feelings for anthropomorphic animals I couldn't describe. (None of them involved sexual either! D=) I just loved seeing anything involving animals on tv documentaries and all these cartoons with half-human half-animal hybrids. But anyways, I made about 6 videos up until April when I first encountered a furry on Youtube... I was like "OMG, They're into this too!" So... After about a month of total stalking him and his friends, I'm poised with a question... What should I do? I posted a "Hello" to their comment box and the moment they replied, almost ALL of my friends from a Star Wars Roleplay group I was part of went instant retaliation against them... This is when the horrific me and his prejudice-free self became potent with a lethal drug = Hate.. Honestly, I was totally open to every kind of person except as soon as I found out that most of my "friends" online were anti-Furry, I just started to think loads and loads... After that date, I can't say I've made a single video I'm proud of because it was with the disgusting version of me I hate most... It was like I turned to the dark side, quite literally. Then after constant harassment to "Furfags" I realized I wasn't doing it to be mean (Though I was being a total f***er), I was doing it because I really wanted to know more about them... In a very opposing manner I know >w<;;;; But yeah, after these "Dark times" in August, I started to talk to other furries more and more and that was also the time when my emotions at how totally horrible I was being kicked in...
Thank the gods for humanity and guilt because after then... I just chatted to about 10 different furries I'd met and they were all SO FREAKING NICE AND SO DARNED KYUUT!!!! <3 I told each one of them what I did and only 2 flipped out... I was amazed actually.. And then, there were my Star Wars Roleplaying group who I didn't tell until about early this year actually x3 But I pretty much just stopped playing and due to my experience with roleplaying, I fit right into the fandom. I have to admit, I wouldn't have gotten where I am today if not for this special fuzzy fuzz:
hihey9989 But yush, when I was watching about the 9/11 memorial service.. I was just thinking loads of revolutionary things.. One of them included joining the Fandom. Which after not too long, I just joined! I'm ashamed I didn't join much sooner... Because honestly... I've always absolutely adored anthros and animals... I just grew up in a world where there were very little of those nice caring people...
And I'd also like to thank the internet x3 Because without it, yeah.. I wouldn't be where I am right now at all... In fact, I'd probably be in a really homophobic, racist and fascistic (FUR HEIL!!) sports team wishing I'd rather be at the bottom of the ocean x3
But anyways, thanks to all who read and yes... About 6 days later I joined FA and enjoyed yiffy art as much as the next fluffy fellow x3 But of course, I'd just like to take this time to thank all those wonderful, magnificent furiends out there who I've come to love and respect, especially you Ian! Thanks for everything guys!! You all are the best!! <3 <3 <3
(Warning! Giant Paragraph of utter blabbing and ...'s approaching)
At the start of last year, I had this idea that I wanted to make Star Wars Music Videos (Yes I know, I was a MAJOR-ASS Sci-Fi geek... The remnants have followed me along this bumpy journey as well :3). At that point, I had HUGE feelings for anthropomorphic animals I couldn't describe. (None of them involved sexual either! D=) I just loved seeing anything involving animals on tv documentaries and all these cartoons with half-human half-animal hybrids. But anyways, I made about 6 videos up until April when I first encountered a furry on Youtube... I was like "OMG, They're into this too!" So... After about a month of total stalking him and his friends, I'm poised with a question... What should I do? I posted a "Hello" to their comment box and the moment they replied, almost ALL of my friends from a Star Wars Roleplay group I was part of went instant retaliation against them... This is when the horrific me and his prejudice-free self became potent with a lethal drug = Hate.. Honestly, I was totally open to every kind of person except as soon as I found out that most of my "friends" online were anti-Furry, I just started to think loads and loads... After that date, I can't say I've made a single video I'm proud of because it was with the disgusting version of me I hate most... It was like I turned to the dark side, quite literally. Then after constant harassment to "Furfags" I realized I wasn't doing it to be mean (Though I was being a total f***er), I was doing it because I really wanted to know more about them... In a very opposing manner I know >w<;;;; But yeah, after these "Dark times" in August, I started to talk to other furries more and more and that was also the time when my emotions at how totally horrible I was being kicked in...
Thank the gods for humanity and guilt because after then... I just chatted to about 10 different furries I'd met and they were all SO FREAKING NICE AND SO DARNED KYUUT!!!! <3 I told each one of them what I did and only 2 flipped out... I was amazed actually.. And then, there were my Star Wars Roleplaying group who I didn't tell until about early this year actually x3 But I pretty much just stopped playing and due to my experience with roleplaying, I fit right into the fandom. I have to admit, I wouldn't have gotten where I am today if not for this special fuzzy fuzz:
hihey9989 But yush, when I was watching about the 9/11 memorial service.. I was just thinking loads of revolutionary things.. One of them included joining the Fandom. Which after not too long, I just joined! I'm ashamed I didn't join much sooner... Because honestly... I've always absolutely adored anthros and animals... I just grew up in a world where there were very little of those nice caring people...And I'd also like to thank the internet x3 Because without it, yeah.. I wouldn't be where I am right now at all... In fact, I'd probably be in a really homophobic, racist and fascistic (FUR HEIL!!) sports team wishing I'd rather be at the bottom of the ocean x3
But anyways, thanks to all who read and yes... About 6 days later I joined FA and enjoyed yiffy art as much as the next fluffy fellow x3 But of course, I'd just like to take this time to thank all those wonderful, magnificent furiends out there who I've come to love and respect, especially you Ian! Thanks for everything guys!! You all are the best!! <3 <3 <3
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oxillious
you are, in fact, the awesomest and sweetest ever <333
I can't agree with you there, I can only say the same about you
you are such a blessing to me, sweetie!