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to the people i made worried.(also rant warning)
15 years ago
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Yes i am leaving this hell hole...i am staying off the net as much as possible, due to the fact its an escape. And i get lost and don't pack like i need to.
My brother is a fucking psychopath and i am fucking done with his BS...My oldest brother...is a jack ass as well. I am seriously contemplating murdering them both and calling it even. sometimes i think it would be better. i am sick and tired of both their BS. The only brother i even remotely respect is Nathan. Because at least he doesn't inform me every other day You need a job, you need to grow up, you need to understand you have an other kid on the way...This coming from the same jackass who has no job, who dose not have his own place. who still has yet to grow up, and cost the family more than he gives back.
Cause anytime i get money it goes straight back to my mom. The whole time i have money i ask my mom do you need gas, do you need help with the bills...what do you need money wise mom. He goes here is 250 this month...and walk off...no explanation why he wont or can't pay his rent in whole...or the times he doesn't pay at all and doesn't even talk to mom. yeah...i keep telling her she just needs to kick his ass out...since the three months he is not in school, he uses 4-500$ a month. Me and my kid combined use up t 3-500 every 3-4 months...>.> so yeah...i feel no sympathy...none what so ever...then when mom tells him she doesn't have it to give him he throws a shit fit. Mom tells me she doesn't have the money to help me try and restart my business i say that's ok, and I'll find a way.
I am in no way saying i am the perfect child...i am far from that. I have my moments, but lack of money can be life and death, lack of mom having a job...well that's life or death... So while i could careless about the god awful dollar, i am not stupid enough to think i cannot live with out it.
i think i am done ranting...i wonder when the next day of Andy wigging out and telling me to get the fuck out of "his" house....Since last time i checked its part of the estate since it has a deed...meaning its a fucking 1/5 mine.
Anyway i am exhausted...and still need to work. i Love you all, and i will be back later...
Z
My brother is a fucking psychopath and i am fucking done with his BS...My oldest brother...is a jack ass as well. I am seriously contemplating murdering them both and calling it even. sometimes i think it would be better. i am sick and tired of both their BS. The only brother i even remotely respect is Nathan. Because at least he doesn't inform me every other day You need a job, you need to grow up, you need to understand you have an other kid on the way...This coming from the same jackass who has no job, who dose not have his own place. who still has yet to grow up, and cost the family more than he gives back.
Cause anytime i get money it goes straight back to my mom. The whole time i have money i ask my mom do you need gas, do you need help with the bills...what do you need money wise mom. He goes here is 250 this month...and walk off...no explanation why he wont or can't pay his rent in whole...or the times he doesn't pay at all and doesn't even talk to mom. yeah...i keep telling her she just needs to kick his ass out...since the three months he is not in school, he uses 4-500$ a month. Me and my kid combined use up t 3-500 every 3-4 months...>.> so yeah...i feel no sympathy...none what so ever...then when mom tells him she doesn't have it to give him he throws a shit fit. Mom tells me she doesn't have the money to help me try and restart my business i say that's ok, and I'll find a way.
I am in no way saying i am the perfect child...i am far from that. I have my moments, but lack of money can be life and death, lack of mom having a job...well that's life or death... So while i could careless about the god awful dollar, i am not stupid enough to think i cannot live with out it.
i think i am done ranting...i wonder when the next day of Andy wigging out and telling me to get the fuck out of "his" house....Since last time i checked its part of the estate since it has a deed...meaning its a fucking 1/5 mine.
Anyway i am exhausted...and still need to work. i Love you all, and i will be back later...
Z
