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WTF? I don't get it! ...any thoughts?
15 years ago
Well, there has been something strange going on for the past few months...and I don't understand why it's happening. I'm still the same old me that I always was; still act the same, still dress the same, still look the same...give or take different hair style or two. So what's been going on?
Well, I finally see and come to terms with the fact that I'm not straight in any which way or form. Now, all of a sudden after I gain such knowledge all these guys are coming after me; wanting me to date them and do other "things" with them. I tell them that I'm not interested and that I'm gay and they are all like, "really? I wouldn't have guessed that you would be"
...I dress in guys clothing and have a shortish(about shoulder length) hair cut; I play video games, love sports and technology. I'm going to school to become a Video Games Programmer/Developer. I really do have a guys mindset for most things(depends on the situation)
and you wouldn't have pegged me for gay?
I guess what I'm trying to say is, ...what is going on? It's like, somehow, me understanding that I'm not straight, suddenly sends off this weird signal that just attracts them to me. And it can't be the whole, "getting the unobtainable" or just being able to say they turned a gay straight. Because these guys don't know I'm gay until I tell them...after they've confronted me; and they are genuinely interested, telling me that I have an awesome personality, I'm cute and hot and beautiful. I had one guy say that he wishes he was a girl just so he could date me.
I don't know man...I just don't know. Keep in mind that guys, before this...never came up to me and did this. So this is all new to me.
Feel free to leave a comment of what you thing on this whole matter. And while you're leaving a comment, why not suggest something for me to draw; I feel less inspired lately(by lately, I mean a LONG time) and can't think of things to draw
Also, I should be starting school in January =D
I'm so happy to be getting the path to my career going
Well, I finally see and come to terms with the fact that I'm not straight in any which way or form. Now, all of a sudden after I gain such knowledge all these guys are coming after me; wanting me to date them and do other "things" with them. I tell them that I'm not interested and that I'm gay and they are all like, "really? I wouldn't have guessed that you would be"
...I dress in guys clothing and have a shortish(about shoulder length) hair cut; I play video games, love sports and technology. I'm going to school to become a Video Games Programmer/Developer. I really do have a guys mindset for most things(depends on the situation)
and you wouldn't have pegged me for gay?
I guess what I'm trying to say is, ...what is going on? It's like, somehow, me understanding that I'm not straight, suddenly sends off this weird signal that just attracts them to me. And it can't be the whole, "getting the unobtainable" or just being able to say they turned a gay straight. Because these guys don't know I'm gay until I tell them...after they've confronted me; and they are genuinely interested, telling me that I have an awesome personality, I'm cute and hot and beautiful. I had one guy say that he wishes he was a girl just so he could date me.
I don't know man...I just don't know. Keep in mind that guys, before this...never came up to me and did this. So this is all new to me.
Feel free to leave a comment of what you thing on this whole matter. And while you're leaving a comment, why not suggest something for me to draw; I feel less inspired lately(by lately, I mean a LONG time) and can't think of things to draw
Also, I should be starting school in January =D
I'm so happy to be getting the path to my career going
Also I know your not 'completely gay' let me just quote something XD ..no one would get it except "YOU" but I just say part of it and not all of it "number one!" I'm not saying that to be mean and I apologize if I upset you by saying it. There might be a little bit of straightness in you but your mostly gay, so the only thing you can do is to basically tell them to fuck off
For me, I was and still am bisexual so I never really had this issue, well. I had lots of guys that I wasn't interested in hit on me..and trust me I used the whole 'gay' thing cause at the time I guess I was just in denial or something. Most of them stop but I've had my fair share of ones that don't and keep trying =.=;
Gratz about the school thing though! I'm getting into animations roughly around January too if by the time I get money to apply and the seats aren't all taken :3 ..maybe we could collaborate sometime! Cause I think with my animations class we go into Character Creations and whatnot 8D ..what school are you going to? ^-^
I'll say this though; I'm 99.9% gay, and I'm only saying 99.99% because I'm giving .01% to the "what if's" and only if there is one VERY super special guy...and he'd have to be pretty special. So pretty much, no...I don't like guys that way.
I don't wear revealing clothing, so there is no way they know what size I am. So it's not that. And if it is, yea...I didn't expect much more. But these guys are legit; it's just annoying me because I don't want to be with a guy =.=;
Oh, and yea...please don't talk about THAT.
Yea, maybe we could do some collab work, but I'm not going to be in school for 4 years; I'm going for my Bachelors in Tech. So I have to do my first 2 years doing a Computer Systems Technology course for my diploma and then another 2 years doing a Games Development course for my Bachelors. Also going to be signing up for co-op so I can get work experience between semesters. So, it's safe to say we wouldn't be doing any collaborations for a while. I'm going to BCIT.
I'm not really going to have time for much of a social life anyway though, crazy 8-9 classes a semester.
What school are you going to?
I dunno how many classes I have and when, but I'll find that out when the time comes >^<
Anyway, have fun with that =P