When I get sad, I get angry. Like, blindly angry, at everything. I don't know if I'm alone in this or what, but it hurts. I hurt everyone and everything around me, and when the anger subsides, the damage back-flows onto me. I think I need to change, but I'm too stubborn to stop hurting. I think I need some time off is all. Not just from the fandom and the interwebs, but from a lot of things, especially the bottle.

See you in a week or two, I just need to get my feelings straight.