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UGH, LIFE >:I
15 years ago
i'm in the middle of something quite complicated and slightly scary.
nothing happened to me for a long time,
& now all of a sudden everything that could be happening is, ALL AT ONCE. family surgeries, relationshit, clinics, mass confusion
none of these problems can be solved through action, they all take waiting. and the waiting KILLS!
i'm like a guitar string tuned way too high. i feel little vibrations flying off of me all the time. i feel high-energy but twilight-y, like i'm half-dozing. happy but nervous & hypervigilant, and clearly nuts. stop thinking!!! LOLrANT
i'm so glad to be distracted with art trades. waiting will go by much faster if i keep busy!!! oh-so crazy!!
nothing happened to me for a long time,
& now all of a sudden everything that could be happening is, ALL AT ONCE. family surgeries, relationshit, clinics, mass confusion
none of these problems can be solved through action, they all take waiting. and the waiting KILLS!
i'm like a guitar string tuned way too high. i feel little vibrations flying off of me all the time. i feel high-energy but twilight-y, like i'm half-dozing. happy but nervous & hypervigilant, and clearly nuts. stop thinking!!! LOLrANT
i'm so glad to be distracted with art trades. waiting will go by much faster if i keep busy!!! oh-so crazy!!
I really hope your period of "lots" can return to a lull - and you can get comfortable again! Waiting is awful, being in limbo is my worst fear D:
:love