everything ive ever worked on is fucking gone. all because i had to keep it all in one place to save somebody else's stupid computer and because when i absolutely needed to keep working on one fucking file, the computer i was using fucking formatted the entire fucking drive automatically without my knowledge or consent, and the people who set the computer up knew about this and take no responsibility for destroying my life's work.

so i'm more than a little pissed the fuck off. considering blowing the fucking institution the fuck up now.


somehow i turned my feelings into a song. don't know how that's even possible for me.

all gone, all floating away
everything one has ever stood for
all floating away into space
there's nothing to think about
it's all going away now
maybe it's there, in another universe
all gone, all floating away
floating into space, into space
nothing more for me out there
nothing left for me in here
what's the meaning of life after all?
i was so close to finding it
but now it's
all gone, all floating away
everything one has ever tried to build for themselves
and for others
unappreciated, unloved, and uncared for
all floating away, into space
all gone, all floating away
nothing left for me here
nothing more for me out there
nothing more inside
rebuilding is an illusion
but all we have to hold on to
all gone, all floating away