It seems that every time I learn how to draw something new or improve my style I forget how to do three other things. I don't know, I guess its just that I'm not inspired, (or have any artistic talent). I guess its that I have to high hopes, I see these amazing artists and I think "I want to draw like them!" Then I realize that I am just a broken mimeograph, it looks some what like the artist I tried to impersonate, but honestly looks like crap. I'm worried that i am going to be the equivalent of an artistic dane cook. That is, a second rate copy of better performers, (with out the fame, money or abs).

Maybe im going about this the wrong way. Maybe I should be like "Fuck that guy, and his awesome art. I'm going to draw my way and think its the hot shit" Though the little voice in my head that says "hey jack ass , pull your head out of you ass. You aint shit brother." would drive me mad. Eh, I guess I'll just have to deal with it. Sorry for wasting your time with this pitty party. meaculpa, meaculpa