I'm not usually one to write sad journal entries except for my first one but this one is just coming from how empty I feel I'm not sure what's wrong with me but I think it might be the fact that I feel as though I'm losing touch with friends I have I have not seen some furs for a while and I think it's probably my fault for not getting on when they are on so I just wanna say that Hunty, D, Sandra, and all my other IRC friends I hope your not upset or anything I'm just worried about you but I do understand your busy in conclusion I'm gonna try to be on so we can have fun I just hope I feel better when I do