I am feeling a little more like myself since some of the fall weather has actually crept in. I despise the summer heat XC I have an idea what may be dragging me through the dirt emotionally right now...I think my Thyroid is screwed up again :C I was told it was ever so slightly elevated years and years ago and now I'm showing almost every textbook sign of it being underactive. That in its self can increase depression issue as well a making me feel like crap all around. I'm hoping I can either find a way to get some cheap insurance or save up so I can go see a doctor...this has got to get better. But I am still here and alive...just sort of half awake. I love you all so much and thank you for supporting me <3 <3 <3 <3