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Not sure where this is going
15 years ago
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I just feel the need to write some things down. read them or don't, doesn't really matter to me.
Was talking with a girl tonight that knew exactly what she wanted to do in life and what she needed to do to get to that point. She's well on her way to it too. This made me wonder what my point in life is to which... i wasn't really sure of an answer. Sure some people figure out what they want to do in life early on and some follow through with and some don't, views and goals change as life goes on I suppose. But as for myself, I haven't had a goal in life since I got my Eagle Scout when i was 13. "But you joined the Air Force, that must have been a-" no no, that was never a goal in my life to join the military. I've never truly wanted to join the armed forces, it just didn't seem like something I would want to do but here I am doing it anyway. I dropped out of college. I know I say I didn't have the money and that's part of it, but college has always been hard for me. I can't force myself to do schoolwork at home no matter how hard I try, I've always either done EXTREMELY well on tests or EXTREMELY poorly... i'm not good at tests and stuff mkay? "But you made a 93 on the ASVAB..." you mean the multiple choice test meant for 11th graders? yes...yes i did...
Anyway...
I've noticed myself picking up a lot of habbits from my mom that I didn't realize I've gotten from her. We both spend money we don't have, cling to things that make us feel good and repeat ourselves when we don't think people have heard what we said or nobody responded to what we said even though we KNOW they heard.
I just got really tired... I'm a go to bed and finish tihs another day.. i feel better about ... EVERYTHING already though
Was talking with a girl tonight that knew exactly what she wanted to do in life and what she needed to do to get to that point. She's well on her way to it too. This made me wonder what my point in life is to which... i wasn't really sure of an answer. Sure some people figure out what they want to do in life early on and some follow through with and some don't, views and goals change as life goes on I suppose. But as for myself, I haven't had a goal in life since I got my Eagle Scout when i was 13. "But you joined the Air Force, that must have been a-" no no, that was never a goal in my life to join the military. I've never truly wanted to join the armed forces, it just didn't seem like something I would want to do but here I am doing it anyway. I dropped out of college. I know I say I didn't have the money and that's part of it, but college has always been hard for me. I can't force myself to do schoolwork at home no matter how hard I try, I've always either done EXTREMELY well on tests or EXTREMELY poorly... i'm not good at tests and stuff mkay? "But you made a 93 on the ASVAB..." you mean the multiple choice test meant for 11th graders? yes...yes i did...
Anyway...
I've noticed myself picking up a lot of habbits from my mom that I didn't realize I've gotten from her. We both spend money we don't have, cling to things that make us feel good and repeat ourselves when we don't think people have heard what we said or nobody responded to what we said even though we KNOW they heard.
I just got really tired... I'm a go to bed and finish tihs another day.. i feel better about ... EVERYTHING already though
