If you get mad at the person, I'll be pissed at you...(EDIT)
18 years ago
This is an update for everyone who wants to know about me or anything I plan on doing.
If you knew what occured recently between me and someone, please do NOT mention it or speak of it to anyone if you help.
If I find out you spoke bad of this person or did bad things to this person because of this, I will be pissed and may find some way to get back at you.
This goes for everybody.
I wanted to apologize. That's all. If you dislike this person because of what happened between me and them, you are doing both of us a disservice.
I apologized. That was my main goal. I won't bother this person anymore. Even if we met in real life, I'll leave them alone.
I don't mind too much that people may think I was trying to start crap. I wasn't.
But I DO mind if someone did get riled up at this person over this matter. That isn't what I wanted.
I shall not mention this again if I can help it. And I hope any of you won't either. If you're mad at this person because of this, or even tell someone and get them mad at the person, I will be pissed.
This incident has taught me a few things. I shall try to be even more careful next time, as this is all because of me.
Don't feel pity for me on this matter. I caused the problems, and I deserve what punishments I have gotten or may get.
And when I say I'll be pissed at you if you do anything I said above not to do, I'll still care about you. I'll just be mad for awhile, but the care is still there.
Sounds hypocritical? Maybe it is, maybe it isn't. I just want to make sure this person isn't bothered by this matter anymore, as I shall try to make this my last mention of this matter, except to let others who may not know that the matter is over and not to get mad at the person.
EDIT: Thanks to the people who supported me when I messed up. However, if any of them get mad at who I hurt, then that isn't supporting me and I would consider the earlier support nulled. That's how serious I am.
END EDIT
In other news, I will be going to college again soon. I hope to get involved with activities this time around. Maybe make some friends. Will a find a girlfriend? If God decides so, then yes. If not, then not.
I also have some story and character ideas I need to get recorded in some manner (yeah, there still not all down).
And that's the end of this journal, except a few reminders for myself.
Reminders for Cerebreus:
1. Do journal memes from Hazard and farorenightclaw.
2. Talk with artists about unfinished business.
3. Get story ideas down.
4. Get involved at college.
5. Live life and love it.
If you knew what occured recently between me and someone, please do NOT mention it or speak of it to anyone if you help.
If I find out you spoke bad of this person or did bad things to this person because of this, I will be pissed and may find some way to get back at you.
This goes for everybody.
I wanted to apologize. That's all. If you dislike this person because of what happened between me and them, you are doing both of us a disservice.
I apologized. That was my main goal. I won't bother this person anymore. Even if we met in real life, I'll leave them alone.
I don't mind too much that people may think I was trying to start crap. I wasn't.
But I DO mind if someone did get riled up at this person over this matter. That isn't what I wanted.
I shall not mention this again if I can help it. And I hope any of you won't either. If you're mad at this person because of this, or even tell someone and get them mad at the person, I will be pissed.
This incident has taught me a few things. I shall try to be even more careful next time, as this is all because of me.
Don't feel pity for me on this matter. I caused the problems, and I deserve what punishments I have gotten or may get.
And when I say I'll be pissed at you if you do anything I said above not to do, I'll still care about you. I'll just be mad for awhile, but the care is still there.
Sounds hypocritical? Maybe it is, maybe it isn't. I just want to make sure this person isn't bothered by this matter anymore, as I shall try to make this my last mention of this matter, except to let others who may not know that the matter is over and not to get mad at the person.
EDIT: Thanks to the people who supported me when I messed up. However, if any of them get mad at who I hurt, then that isn't supporting me and I would consider the earlier support nulled. That's how serious I am.
END EDIT
In other news, I will be going to college again soon. I hope to get involved with activities this time around. Maybe make some friends. Will a find a girlfriend? If God decides so, then yes. If not, then not.
I also have some story and character ideas I need to get recorded in some manner (yeah, there still not all down).
And that's the end of this journal, except a few reminders for myself.
Reminders for Cerebreus:
1. Do journal memes from Hazard and farorenightclaw.
2. Talk with artists about unfinished business.
3. Get story ideas down.
4. Get involved at college.
5. Live life and love it.
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Have a good time in college.