Ive Been Really Depressed Today

so, what fallows, is something thats been on my mind, that I tried to rap
(im white, so, it sucks)

dont have a beat or music for it

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Nobody knows me, im just another fur
Generic Furry Artist, looking for work
LiveJournal, Twitter, Deviant Art
Fur Affinity, But there all just shots in the dark

I Think I was born 10 years too late
I Missed out on everything I thought was great
And now I sit messed up, filled with hate
At my own self, but now it's too late

When will it be my turn, When will I be heard?
I don't think it's coming and I give you my word
That I'll be ignored by everyone that should care
And then I sit crying, wallowing in despair

I can't seem to find something of my own
Somewhere to belong, maybe a home?
I just want for once not to miss out on things
those things in the fandom and all that it brings

I can't be original, or perhaps unique
Hell I can't even get someone to give me Critique
The Few who know me, dont know what i am
Cause quite honestly, they dont understand

So i'll rant and i'll rave, and write whats at heart
And i'll never stop drawing, or making my art
I roar when I can, and i'll mix up my words
Im PsychoCatBoy, I Just want to be heard
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its written like my mind, all jumbled around and doesnt make much sense

but whatever, see you all whenever i guess