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15 years ago
People to pay attention to! Lavish them with goodness!
:Recieving Incoming Transmission:
I have much to be thankful for and it shows with
a patient and caring heart. I don't have to go to church to
go to heaven, because I make sure that I give my friends
and family the love and respect they need. I'm kind to my
fellow man, I turn my other cheek, I respect my neighbor
even if he doesn't talk to me. I respect my peers and I live a life of humility.
I don't yell, I don't scream, I'm not a racist bigot. I don't
do drugs, I don't smoke, I don't drink, I'm quiet and well
behaved. I'll never kill in cold blood, I'll never be a gangster.
I'm kind and reserved, sometimes I'm a bit of a prude...
but you know what?
That's who I am. ... and I did it all without the direction of a father...
... it's all I ever really wanted, anyway.
It's better to be yourself and loose your audience, than loose yourself and gain an audience.
I'm proud of who I am. I'm proud of my accomplishments
and my skill. I'm not proud of my condition, or my situation
right now of being jobless... but does that give someone the
right to talk down to me? To call me ungrateful? To say hateful
words when they have never taken the time to learn anything about me?
How do you work up the nerve to think you're better than
someone because of the title you hold or the things you do?
A janitor's job is no less important than than a doctor's role
in society. We all function as cogs that turn the giant mechanism
of responsibility et cetera.
... anyway, it's been a stressful few weeks (obvious, right?).
I ran a 9 mile race last Saturday and my legs are starting to
feel better. First race I've ever participated in. Never ran so
far in my life at once before. Finished even though I was one
of the last few out of 15k people (But I still beat 40 others) but
it's not about who gets 1st or last... it's just about finishing what you start.
I've realized that working at home doesn't make for prime
working conditions anymore. Commissions are coming at a
slower rate and time to work on them even less so, but good news is around the horizon.
I'm getting a job working with Advocate Health Care. It's a paid
internship position for about a month. $15 an hour and I'll be
trained to work. Even if it's temporary, it'll be a good spot on
my resume, good job training and some cash in my pocket that I desperately need.
I've decided to pursue a future job in Game Art and Design/Graphic Design, SOMETHING that has to do with designing, so I'll be
attending the Illinois Institute of Art fairly soon to get that started.
I apologize for my silence lately, though honestly I should just stop apologizing and just keep arting, right?
Haaah. It's one of the few things that makes me feel better about myself.
Thank you all for your continued support.
You have no idea how truly grateful I am.
I'll shower all of you in presents one day. Trust me.
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-TL:DR Version-
Stuff happened. Fan + Shit = Ffffffu. Get me off your goddamn shoe.
I'm tired of it. Trying to get my life back together. I've got a job.
Suddenly realization; Thousands of them.
Thank you for all of your love and support. I'm truly grateful.
Ya'll might get shit. Hugs and kisses fgts.
Smiley faec <3"I am allergic to things I do not want to do." -Michael J. Caboose
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Commission List:Aperture:1.0-SHUT DOWNAperture:2.0-SHUT DOWNAperture:3.0-SHUT DOWNRequests:Aperture:1.0-LOCKED-Trades:Aperture:1.0-SHUT DOWNAlso, pay these people some love too! They all deserve every bit of it!
<-- displays example!
:hugs: thank ya hon~ and yes, I has happee.
*stuffs you full of zen that it hurts*